About Brotherkaramazov

Brotherkaramazov is single and is seeking females for a serious relationship.

Okay, I should tell you that I have long term serious mental health issues due to which I don’t work. Well if I am diagnosed with a mental health problem also I see myself as being neurodivergent.

Anyway, moving on I would say that I’m something of a nocturnal person. You see my mind tends to become more alive at night. I certainly get more out my books when it does. I should say that I’m quite intellectually minded and I devour books avidly in order to help me enhance my knowledge and understanding of things.

Over the years I have read fairly widely too although I guess that I've tended to read literature, philosophy and history. Recently, however, I have been doing a lot of reading into the sciences, especially physics.

Well if I’m an avid reader I also love listening to music. My taste is pretty wide ranging as well and pop, classical, indie, soul, dance and heavy metal are just some of the genres that I listen to.

Anyway, with regards my politics they are basically liberal left. I used to be quite radical actually, but these days my political outlook is fairly moderate. I guess that I’ve just become rather middle aged and boring in fact.

So what else? Well in some ways I’m just your typical bloke really. So I don’t like shopping whereas I do like my sports, especially football and cricket. On the other hand, unlike your typical bloke, I don’t necessarily have to drink six pints in order to articulate my emotions.

Now what I think I should mention is that I’m a heavy smoker. Well I realise that this will definitely be a dealbreaker for some of you.

Anyway, with regards my username I derived it from the title of a 19th century Russian novel. Well I would describe Dostoevsky’s, ‘The Brothers Karamazov’ as being a truly epic meditation on the human spirit. But here’s the thing, this truly epic meditation seemed to me to somehow mirror the rather different ‘headspace’ that I was in when I joined the site, my mental health being poor at this time. So, anyway, perhaps you can now see why my choice of username seemed to me to be pretty apt.

In fact I have been on something of a journey since I joined freedating. To be quite frank I’ve been having psychotic episodes. What I want to say, though, is that these episodes have been deeply spiritual experiences and during them I have been engaging in some very creative metaphysical thinking. Indeed I have produced a whole system of thought about God, the universe and what life is about.

Actually I’m not a particularly spiritual person when I’m well. I do practice mindfulness sometimes, but I think of this merely in terms of wellbeing and not in any deeper way. So I don’t think of myself as being on the path to enlightenment or such like.

However, if I’m not really a spiritual person my psychoses have not been without value. You see I intend to use the ideas that I’ve come up with during them in the novel that I’m writing. I should say that I do have high hopes for this book. Indeed I’m kind of hoping that I have some real literary dynamite on my hands.

Okay, well at the moment my mental health is fine and I thought that, given how far I’ve come since I joined the site, I would give this description a rewrite.

Anyway, moving on…
I’m of the belief that ultimately life is an experience best shared and so I’m here looking for a connection. No, I already have wi fi. I am searching for ‘the one’.

Now I might not be the ideal partner for everyone, but I like to think that I am rich in spirit and I feel that I have a lot to offer the right woman. If I met her I’d want us to have a relationship that would enhance both our lives, mentally and emotionally.

Now yes, I’d like there to be something physical between us. But I’d like to say that if I did meet someone I’d want us to come to really be there for one another. Well I’m on the lookout for a relationship that would be strong, a relationship that wouldn’t just be made for fair weather.

Of course, if I did find someone I’d hope that we would enjoy plenty of wonderful times together. What I would like is to meet a woman with whom I could have lots of rich and varied conversation. I will add that if you like the idea of spending countless nights just talking into the early hours with a guy then maybe we could click.

Well if a relationship is to work people have to click with one another, they need that rapport, but they also have to be able to give and take. People can’t enjoy good times together if they are forever arguing. So while give and take is a rather mundane sort of thing you could say that it is a vital lubricant of a relationship.

Anyway…
if you’re looking for something serious and you have a warm heart, a nice smile and a good mind then to me that does sound promising. If you’re also not averse to getting to know this bohemian type who lives in a rather forgotten northern town then perhaps we should explore the possibilities. Who knows? This might be really worth our while xx