About Brotherkaramazov

Brotherkaramazov is single and is seeking females for a serious relationship.

Okay, well I don’t have a definitive formula to describe myself, but to get this description up and running I can say that I’m very much a nocturnal person, I’m a fairly introspective type and I’m quite a bookish, intellectual sort.

I’m also something of a music lover. With regards my taste it is pretty eclectic and I listen to anything from classical to heavy metal. At the moment I’m listening to Heart 80s.

Anyway, in some ways I’m just your typical bloke really. Well I don’t like shopping whereas I do like my sports, especially football and cricket. On the other hand, unlike your typical bloke, I don’t necessarily have to drink six pints in order to articulate my emotions.

So what else? Well with regards my politics they are basically liberal left. However, I don’t actually follow politics that much anymore. I went through a stage when I found it to be a very depressing business and I guess I lost a lot of interest in it as a result. On the other hand, I’ve become very interested in the sciences in the last two or three years, particularly physics.

Okay, now what I do have to tell you is that I have long term serious mental health issues due to which I don’t work. Hmm… well perhaps I should have left that to the small print at the end!

Anyway, if you’re wondering about my username I derived it from the title of a 19th century Russian novel. Well I would describe Dostoevsky’s, ‘The Brothers Karamazov’ as being a truly epic meditation on the human spirit. But here’s the thing, this truly epic meditation seemed to me to somehow mirror the rather different ‘headspace’ that I was in when I joined the site, my mental health being poor at this time. So, anyway, perhaps you can now see why I thought my choice of username was pretty apt.

In fact I’ve been on something of a journey since I joined freedating. To be quite frank I’ve been having a series of mild psychotic episodes. However, I’d like to say that these episodes have been deeply spiritual experiences and during them I have been developing metaphysical ideas about God, the universe and what life is all about.

I’m not actually a particularly spiritual person. But what I can say is that I plan to integrate some of the ideas I’ve come up with into the novel I’m writing. Now I do have high hopes for this book. Indeed I’m kind of hoping that I have some real literary dynamite on my hands.

Anyway, if my mental health has been fluctuating in recent times it seems fine at the moment. And I’ve certainly come a long way since I joined the site. Therefore I thought that I would give this description a rewrite.

Okay, well I’m of the belief that ultimately life is an experience best shared and so I’m here looking for a connection. No, I already have wi fi. I am searching for ‘the one’.

Now I might not be the ideal partner for everyone, but I like to think I am rich in spirit and I feel that I have a lot to offer the right woman. If I met her I’d want us have a relationship that would enhance both our lives, mentally and emotionally.

Now yes, I’m looking for something with a physical side to it. But I’d like to say that if I do meet someone I’d want us to forge a really solid bond, one that wouldn’t just be made for fair weather.

Of course, if I do find someone I’d hope that we would enjoy plenty of good times together. What I would like is to meet a woman with whom I could have lots of rich and varied conversation. I should say that I particularly like intellectual discussion. If you’re keen on this too then maybe you’ve come to the right place.

Now if we were right for each other I’d want us to have a relationship that’d function well and I think to this end it’d be important that we give and take. Well I do think that give and take is important if a relationship is to be a healthy and happy one.

Anyway, if you’re looking for something serious and you have a warm heart, a nice smile and a good mind then to me that does sound promising. If you’re also not averse to getting to know this bohemian type who lives in a rather forgotten northern town then perhaps we should explore the possibilities. Who knows? This might be really worth our while xx

Ps here is the small print at the end. I’m awaiting assessment for ASD. Actually I think of myself as being both neurodivergent and neurotypical. Anyway, I should also tell you that I do have some physical health issues and that I am a heavy smoker. X