About Brotherkaramazov

Brotherkaramazov is single and is seeking females for a serious relationship.

Before I go on I should tell you that I have a long term serious mental illness due to which I don’t work. I should also tell you that I’m awaiting assessment for ASD and that I do have some physical health issues.

Still reading? Anyway, I’m very much a nocturnal person, I’m a fairly introspective type, I’m quite a bookish sort and I’m also a writer.

Well I’ve not had anything published, but I do have high hopes for the novel I’m currently working on. It’s semi autobiographical and one of the things I want it to illustrate is that mental illness can be profoundly spiritual in nature.

I’m not a particularly spiritual person by the way. Indeed in some ways I’m just your typical bloke really. So I don’t like shopping whereas I do like my sports, especially football and cricket. On the other hand, unlike your typical bloke, I don’t necessarily have to drink six pints in order to talk about my feelings.

So what else? Well with regards my politics they are basically liberal left. I used to be quite radical actually, but these days my political outlook is fairly moderate. I guess that I’ve just become rather middle aged and boring in fact.

Now what I think I should mention is that I’m a heavy smoker. Well I realise this will definitely be a dealbreaker for some of you.

Anyway, if you’re wondering about my username I derived it from the title of a 19th century Russian novel. Well I would describe Dostoevsky’s, ‘The Brothers Karamazov’ as being a truly epic meditation on the human spirit. But here’s the thing, this truly epic meditation seemed to me to somehow mirror the rather different ‘headspace’ that I was in when I joined the site, my mental health being poor at this time. So, anyway, perhaps you can now see why I thought my choice of username was pretty apt.

In fact I’ve been on something of a journey since I joined freedating and let’s just say that I’ve been provided with plenty of material for my novel. Anyway, given that I’ve come some way since I joined the site I decided that I would give this description a rewrite.

Okay, well I’m of the belief that ultimately life is an experience best shared and so I’m here looking for a connection. No, I already have wi fi. I am searching for ‘the one’.

Now I might not be the ideal partner for everyone, but I like to think I am rich in spirit and I feel that I have a lot to offer the right woman. If I met her I’d want us have a relationship that would enhance both our lives, mentally and emotionally.

Now yes, I’m looking for something with a physical side to it. But I’d like to say that if I do meet someone I’d want us to forge a really solid bond, one that wouldn’t just be made for fair weather.

Of course, if I do find someone I’d hope that we would enjoy plenty of good times together. What I would like is to meet a woman with whom I could have lots of rich and varied conversation. I will add that if you like the idea of spending countless nights with a guy just talking into the early hours with him then maybe you have come to the right place.

Now if we were right for each other I’d want us to have a relationship that’d function well and I think to this end it’d be important that we give and take. Well I do think that give and take is important if a relationship is to be a healthy and happy one.

Anyway, if you’re looking for something serious and you have a warm heart, a nice smile and a good mind then to me that does sound promising. If you’re also not averse to getting to know this bohemian type who lives in a rather forgotten northern town then perhaps we should explore the possibilities. Who knows? This might be really worth our while xx