About Brotherkaramazov

Brotherkaramazov is single and is seeking females for a serious relationship.

Firstly I should tell you that I have long term serious mental health issues, due to which I don’t work. Well my problems go back to my late teens and they began while I was studying History at Manchester University.

Now when I became unwell I became preoccupied with philosophy and in fact I switched to studying this subject at Birmingham University. I should say that while I was studying at Birmingham I was hospitalised several times due to my mental health problems. Actually I think that I did pretty well to eventually graduate with a 2/2.

Anyway, my condition is schizoaffective disorder. Now if this is a diagnosis that I have been given by doctors also I see myself as being neurodivergent. Well I think of myself in such terms basically because I’m a bit ‘different’.

Actually in some ways I’m just your typical bloke really. So I don’t like shopping whereas I do like my sports, especially football and cricket. On the other hand, unlike your typical bloke, I don’t necessarily have to drink six pints in order to articulate my emotions.

Well to tell you a bit more about me, I’m more of an introvert than an extrovert and I’m certainly more of a nocturnal person than a daytime person. I can also tell you that I read books avidly, I enjoy listening to music and I like to keep up with current affairs.

With regards my politics they are basically liberal left and I’d say that these days my political outlook is fairly moderate. I guess that I’ve just become middle aged and boring really.

Anyway, if you’re wondering about my username I derived it from the title of a 19th century Russian novel. Well I would describe Dostoevsky’s, ‘The Brothers Karamazov’ as being a truly epic meditation on the human spirit. But here’s the thing, this truly epic meditation seemed to me to somehow mirror the rather different ‘headspace’ that I was in when I joined the site, my mental health being poor at this time. So, anyway, perhaps you can now see why my choice of username seemed to me to be pretty apt.

In fact I have been on something of a journey since I joined free dating. Well to be quite frank I’ve been having psychotic episodes. What I would like to say, though, is that I’ve been led to reflect on the relationship between madness and spirituality. You see during my psychoses I’ve been engaging in some very creative metaphysical thinking.

Actually I intend to use the ideas that I have come up with in the novel that I’m writing. I should say that I do have high hopes for this book. Indeed I am kind of hoping that I have some real literary dynamite on my hands.

Okay, well I have come a long way since my mental states seemed to me to be akin to the contents of a Russian novel and therefore I decided that I would give this description a makeover.

Anyway…
I’m of the belief that ultimately life is an experience best shared and so I’m here looking for a connection. No, I already have wi fi. I am searching for ‘the one’.

Now I might not be the ideal partner for everyone, but I like to think that I am rich in spirit and I feel that I have a lot to offer the right woman. If I met her I’d want us to have a relationship that would enrich both our lives, mentally and emotionally.

Now yes, I’d like there to be something physical between us. But I’d like to say that if I did meet someone I’d want us to come to really be there for one another. Well I’m on the lookout for a relationship that would be strong, a relationship that wouldn’t just be made for fair weather.

Of course, if I did find ‘the one’ I’d hope that we would enjoy plenty of wonderful times together. What I will say is that I do want to meet someone with whom I could have lots of great conversation.

Anyway…
if you’re looking for something serious and you have a warm heart, a nice smile and a good mind then to me that does sound promising. If you’re also not averse to getting to know this bohemian type who lives in a rather forgotten northern town then perhaps we should explore the possibilities. Who knows? This might be really worth our while xx