About Brotherkaramazov

Brotherkaramazov is single and is seeking females for a serious relationship.

Before I go on I should tell you that I have a long term serious mental illness due to which I don’t work. I should also tell you that I’m awaiting assessment for ASD and that I do have some physical health issues.

Still reading? Anyway, I’m very much a nocturnal person, I’m a fairly introverted type, I’m something of an intellectual and I’m an aspiring writer too.

With regards my writing I’m currently working on a novel. It’s semi autobiographical and one of the things I want it to illustrate is that mental illness can be profoundly spiritual in nature.

Actually I’m not a particularly spiritual person. In some ways I’m just your typical bloke really. So I don’t like shopping whereas I do like my sports, especially football and cricket. On the other hand, unlike your typical bloke, I don’t necessarily have to drink six pints in order to communicate my emotions.

So what else? Well with regards my politics they are basically liberal left. I used to be quite radical actually, but these days my political outlook is fairly moderate. I guess that I’ve just become rather middle aged and boring in fact.

Now what I think I should mention is that I’m a heavy smoker. Well I realise this will definitely be a dealbreaker for some of you.

Anyway, if you’re wondering about my username I derived it from the title of a 19th century Russian novel. Well I would describe Dostoevsky’s, ‘The Brothers Karamazov’ as being a truly epic meditation on the human spirit. But here’s the thing, this truly epic meditation seemed to me to somehow mirror the rather different ‘headspace’ that I was in when I joined the site, my mental health being poor at this time. So, anyway, perhaps you can now see why I thought my choice of username was pretty apt.

In fact I’ve been on something of a journey since I joined freedating and let’s just say that I’ve been provided with plenty of material for my novel. Anyway, given that I’ve come some way since I joined the site I decided that I would give this description a rewrite.

Okay, well I’m of the belief that ultimately life is an experience best shared and so I’m here looking for a connection. No, I already have wi fi. I am searching for ‘the one’.

Now I might not be the ideal partner for everyone, but I like to think I am rich in spirit and I feel that I have a lot to offer the right woman. If I met her I’d want us to have a relationship that would enhance both our lives, mentally and emotionally.

Now yes, I’d like there to be something physical between us. But I’d like to say that if I do meet someone I’d want us to come to really be there for one another. Well I’m on the lookout for a relationship that would be strong, a relationship that wouldn’t just be made for fair weather.

Of course, if I do find someone I’d hope that we would enjoy plenty of good times together. What I would like is to meet a woman with whom I could have lots of rich and varied conversation. I will add that if you like the idea of spending countless nights just talking into the early hours with a guy then maybe you have come to the right place.

Now if we were right for each other I’d want us to have a relationship that’d function well and I think to this end it’d be important that we give and take. Well I do think that compromise is important if a relationship is to be a healthy and happy one.

Anyway, if you’re looking for something serious and you have a warm heart, a nice smile and a good mind then to me that does sound promising. If you’re also not averse to getting to know this bohemian type who lives in a rather forgotten town then perhaps we should explore the possibilities. Who knows? This might really be worth our while xx