About Brotherkaramazov

Brotherkaramazov is single and is seeking females for a serious relationship.

Firstly I should say that I have long term serious mental health issues, due to which I don’t work. Well my problems go back to my late teens and they began while I was studying at university. I did well to get a degree actually. Anyway, my diagnosis is schizoaffective disorder.

Still reading? Okay, moving on, if you’re wondering about my username I derived it from the title of a 19th century Russian novel. Well I would describe Dostoevsky’s, ‘The Brothers Karamazov’ as being a truly epic meditation on the human spirit. Now when I joined the site my mental health was poor and I guess that this meditation seemed to me to somehow mirror the rather different ‘headspace’ that I was in. So I think that my choice of username was pretty apt.

In fact I have been on something of a journey since I joined free dating. Quite frankly this journey has, to some extent, involved me having psychotic episodes. Well these episodes have been very profound experiences. Now yes, during them I have been delusional. However, during them I have also been engaging in some pretty creative metaphysical thinking.

Actually, I am utilising this thinking in the novel that I am writing. I should say that I do have high hopes for this book. Indeed I am kind to of hoping that I have some real literary dynamite on my hands.

Anyway, I have come a long way since my mental states seemed to me to be akin to the contents of a Russian novel and I decided that I would update this description.

Okay, moving on, well I’m quite an intellectual person and I read books avidly to help me enhance my understanding of things. As you might have figured I have read some of the classics of Russian literature. In fact over the years I have read fairly widely.

Now in some ways I’m your typical bloke really. So I don’t like shopping whereas I do like my sports, especially football and cricket. On the other hand, unlike your typical bloke, I don’t necessarily have to drink six pints in order to articulate my emotions.

Anyway, I think I should tell you that I’m not into getting up bright and early so that I can fill my day with lots of activities. In fact I’m very much a nocturnal person and usually I don’t get out of bed until the afternoon.

So what else? Well with regards my politics they are basically liberal left. I should add that I’m no longer a young radical and these days my outlook is a moderate and pragmatic one. I guess that I’ve just become middle aged and boring really.

However, if my politics are rather dull, I can say that I have a pretty diverse taste in music. Well l’ll listen to anything from pop to classical to anything from soul to heavy metal. Actually, I read an article about Betty Boo the other day. Now ‘Doin’ the Do’, there’s a song that takes me back…

Okay, I have given you a fair amount of information about me, I think that it’s time to move this on.

So, anyway, why am I here? Well I am of the belief that ultimately life is an experience best shared and I am looking for a connection. No, I already have wi fi. I am searching for ‘the one’.

Now l might not be the ideal partner for everyone, but I like to think that I am rich in spirit and I feel that I have a lot to offer the right woman. If I can find her I would want us to build a relationship that would enrich and deepen both our lives, mentally and emotionally.

I’d like to add that I certainly wouldn’t say no to the excitement of romance. However, I wouldn’t want to be swept up with someone by a powerful passion for us to then just be dumped back down again to go our separate ways. I am looking for something that can go the distance.

So what makes for a lasting relationship? Well if people can keep spicing up their sex life that might be enough to keep them satisfied. Now yes, if I find the right person I’d definitely want there to be something physical between us. But I think that a relationship is most likely to last if it’s based on true companionship. Well this is ultimately what I am looking for with someone.

Now you might wonder what I think true companionship is really about. Well on one level it’s about shared experience, but I think that if their companionship is a true one fundamentally companions will be very loyal to one another. In fact this is why I said that a relationship is most likely to last if it’s based on true companionship.

Anyway…
if you’re seeking something that’s ‘the real deal’ and you have a warm heart, a nice smile and a good mind then to me that does sound promising. If you’re also not averse to getting to know this bohemian type who lives in a rather forgotten northern town then perhaps we should explore the possibilities. Who knows? This might be really worth our while xx