About InfinityTimes2024

InfinityTimes2024 is divorced and is seeking males for friendship or a serious relationship.

Hello😊

My name is Charlotte, age 41, looking for a young looking local? sincere, man who has profile pictures nice teeth and no crinimal record. 35 50?, who i can start being my special friend. To be able to talk about anything and everything. To watch the sun set to go on beautiful nature walks, to be silly with. A man who is emotionally available, to think outside the box, I am drawn to deep thinking minds. I am introverted of a high functioning autism ✌️ :-) One is aware.

I am not into politics, not the one for going all political. This world has gone mad. Wow) Where is the love that flows like a river, that flower that blooms. To grow to be nurtured, care and attention then the flower will blossom. For that I need sunshine, you need love, flowers are like beautiful friends.

To embark on that journey that is filled with happiness, Where dreams actually come true. To go for nice meals in a quiet country pub. To watch films together and to create art. To get lost in music. Is family-oriented, wanting to settle down and to create a beautiful family. To snuggle up skin to skin, the bonding, that intimacy. I prefer a man who is strong and dominant to help switch of. To be desired to be wanted, that trust. The brain is the sexual organ, you know, so please learn how to use it. I don't do all talk 🤣 ❤️

I live in a three-bedroom council house. Having stability, no need to worry about a section 21 notice because it is not privately rented. When I find the one, it will be ideal for them to move in with me after around a year. To genuinely get to know the one after taking our time. The one for me will be assured by signing the tenancy well after carrying out a claires law, on you safty comes first this also applies to men, some crazy females out there. Unless there's a better life for me to still maintain stability with my name on the tenancy, this does not include private rent I need security.

Depending on the man's situation, he would need to pay the rent because it would be stopped resulting in me losing two and a half grand every month. So I can't have any man to leave me at a loss. You must be skilled at DIY projects such as mounting shelves and building flat-pack toys. Singing badly, dancing, and making art. Enjoys watching films, playing computer games, participating in geeky hobbies. To have a car to discover beautiful journeys, It takes a very special man to be part of my family. If you are a single dad, I can accommodate one child that would need to be under the age of 9 as my children are 4 & 6.
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I am not after se×ual encounters Unless its a young Liam Neeson) If I message reason you stood out for one reason or the other. The vast majority of people want to have fun. Casual encounters, referred to as sexual experiences, when in fact it's trash. Very few are looking for love, This appears to be males in their late fortys or older. The majority of these males do not want children. Due to already having adult children. When it comes to a female like me who is
attracted to the older male, it puts me at a disadvantage.

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I have been single since October 2022, and i fled domestic violence. We would like a man that will keep us safe, to make us laugh to play toys with us. I have prepared my daughters mummy is looking for her special friend :-)

No mind games, unless you know how to fcuk with the mind the right way ;-)

Stay safe, practice safe se× with a condom 😄

Unless you want something real

No pictures no reply!!

Thank you for reading!

What are your favourite leisure activities?

Going to beautiful parks 🌳 🌲 🌳 🌲🌳

Exploring In the woods 🪵 ☺️

Anything exciting :-)

Where in the world are your favourite places?

My favourite place does not need to be specified. Just beautiful scenery with silence. Apart from the sound of birds on the horizon. To hear the sound of water. Baby animals roaming freely, unconcerned about their fate.

What would you do on an ideal date?

To talk over coffee while people watching:-)
Possibly a walk somewhere quiet.
We may even touch hands 🫶

Must have a beautiful smile and nice teeth.😊

What are you looking for in a partner?

I am looking for a man with whom I can experience both the positive and negative aspects of life. To provide mutual support, actively engage in attentive listening, and consistently.

Maintain open lines of communication. The love that will be both exquisite and genuine. In order for our hearts to have a sense of completeness. 💕

What makes a good relationship?

If we are on the same page and have that level of depth!

Take it easy, there is no need to argue. Creating beautiful memories.

Lots of kissing, laughter, and more kissing,

What makes you laugh?

My kids make me laugh!

People who don't get it!

Silly stupid people!

YouTube pranks!

Adam Sandler!

MR Bean!

Me 😀

What music do you like?

I love music so much, songs that are close to my heart. The songs I can feel deep within my soul. The emotions the songs give me. The love I see in the song.

Aaron Lewis, Lady Gaga, M83, Birdy, Celine Dion, Lewis, Capaldi, 70,s 80,s 90,s classic Rock, ballads.

David Foster, back in his days, wow! The way he beautifully plays the piano. To Celine Dion and Andrea Bocelli. singing the prayer. Utterly breathtaking, three beautiful souls.

What has been the highlight of your life so far?

Despite the circumstances surrounding their arrival into this world, the birth of my two beautiful daughters. The reason I get out of bed each morning is because of them.

My purpose in life is the source of my strength. to achieve my goal of providing my daughters with the life they so richly deserve.

That i will always be there for them. in order to inspire them to perform to the best of their abilities. ❤️ 💑 💜

What are you looking forward to in the future?

To find my missing part of the jigsaw to piece together. The picture, will look so beautiful once completed. I will then feel a sence of achievement knowing I've accomplished what i have achieved. Would you like to be in my picture?

Conversation starter) How I was in 2017

I found this profile I wrote when I was 33 😄

I found this profile what I wrote when I was 33, made me laugh. I still want my superman, I have matured since went on to have two children, to a 56 year old narcissistic not long after writing the below profile..

Hello firstly if i cannot message you find me on freedating, a unique thirty-three-year-old complex Aspie :-) I am a Scorpio, lady born on the 22ND! on the Scorpio-Sagittarius cusp, going on 333, who is real, I just look young for my old age! and deeply passionate, I consider myself to be above average intelligence on a demisexual way of thinking and of average looks who contains many deep thoughts. My Life Reflections are one of my many thoughts... To say to my inner child how do I succeed in a way to emerge into something extraordinary amazingly beautiful to be remarkable to shine in a way I have never shined before. Thinking where do I want to go along this life journey...

Open honestly has great importance in what I truly want, what I truly crave, Family life nature is calling what my heart and soul truly tells me to settle down. To Create a beautiful life for the right reasons to enhance two quality of life's". To find my imperfect lifelong partnership, whom will want to go along on the same magical journey... To gain success to a journey where you want to go, not a destination, the doing is often more important than the outcome actions that speaks volumes, A journey of discovering two souls, Something magically real deep and meaningful a sense of belonging a fulfilling spiritual journey.

My Superman will be my rock, I will be his inspiration, he will be my balance, I will be his support, he will be my wild, I will be his calm, He will be my anchor, I will be his wings.Superman, is real because my Superman will be protective he will be more real then the fakes on here, and this illusion, to take me out of the matrix, (SUPERMAN IS REAL) except that ok! If not you don't "Believe :-) and you lack concept!:-) he will provide the stability I need, that connection, that beautiful magical connection, that has been built at a steady pace, that mind that understanding.

My Superman, will act like an old fashioned Superman he will have morals, he will be my everything, the best prize of all guess what that prize will be? The most beautiful gift of all unconditional love.

My Superman will have a way with me He will get me to “believe, In everything that I will and can be. My future Superman has gave faith to keep hold of my dreams and to find my dreams, as love looks utterly beautifully deep in my dreams, that I have built up for so long. The passion the love I crave the hunger i crave" Just the way my Superman has a sagacious mind, he will hold me the shivers down my spine the sense of being wanted a sense of belonging to be close to my Superman's heartbeating keeping hold of him to protect each other.I'm thinking about how people fall in love in mysterious ways, Maybe just the touch of a hand, He will say I am here now take my hand you are my Lois Lane. I will (S’agapo)You will be the Asteri tis zois mou.

Seeking for my Superman to pick strawberries with to purchase the finest double cream to pour over the carefully picked strawberries. Then afterwards we finished tasting the freshly grown strawberries, We will then take the remaining strawberries with us, Whilst we watch the stars holding hands, Who likes strawberries? I do however I noticed that I have blackberries in my back garden, therefore, you cannot have strawberries.

I do have cat Whiskers milk in the cupboard so the only ones who are getting the cream are my pussy cats...

And cats can sit on your lap within seconds in a way it is excepted, I wish I was a cat all the hugs I would get. I do apologise if you are now disappointed in regards to the strawberry's and cream But do you like cats? I do ;-)

The attributes that my Superman will contain are for him to be moody, if I upset my Superman when he’s having a dark scary thought about Batman, if I disturb his thought process, He will not tolerate this. Superman will express his deepest emotions with me. He will allow me to be aware in a way to show who is the boss, in this exercise “Superman will say you will need to obey me, You belong to Me and I belong to you.

My Superman will also have that understanding and patience, A beautiful super family home, as he is a provider, Superman is deeply passionate, he would like to hold his Wonderwoman close by the open log fire. My Superman will have a passion for music and art, he also loves scented candles and the odd romantic film, he will protect his Wonderwoman with his life, for his Wonderwoman to just to be a good minded Wonderwoman. Lastly, I only added a few of my future supermans attributes reason being he is still being made. Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love for my future Superman.

If you have a profile picture pass sexual attraction you can then message me, And I do not respond to winks!! How lame? If you live far as London. Is genuinely interested has the means to afford to see me often IE: Self-employed can travel with work, IE: flexible hours. Anyway, rant over! You need to be middle aged up to the age 53 has allot of patience to look after me to have time for me.Some of the genuine older men seem to be on my wavelength.

I spoke with a 53-year-old man on the phone for over eight hours recently he was perfect in the intelligence sense as he is a scientist and he wanted children, He told me I need to marry an older man who has the time for me to look after me and who isn't too controlling. Whom wants children but the man I spoke to works away he told me to find a local older man. Unless ??! )

To my conclusion and experience with talking to males younger than forty I realised they do not want to settle down are like petulant children and they cannot reach my level proof me wrong. I would end up looking after the male around my age, this is ok as I am motherly but my soul needs and says go for the middle aged man.

I am not discriminating all younger males. Some of you younger males on here are beautiful looking unless you have certain life experiences that have made you see life the way I do, IE: Was in care as a child, and you are mature and if we clicked I would look after the younger man to ensure he is safe. An older man like a father's love to show how he protects his girl with his life, Then for the older man to father his girl's children to also protect with his life, That sounds utterly beautiful.

Therefore I have come to my conclusion and that is to find a handsome middle-aged man who wants to embark this journey with me, If you are a single father of well-behaved children this is ok as I would like to also be part of a happy family. This will also force me to get a grip and to be a role model because in my eyes children need a mum and a dad. I will never replace their mother, however, I can teach unconditional love, guidance, nurture and protection. Give your all to me, I'll give my all to you, you will be my end and my beginning.Carte blanche, to have charisma, you will be influenced, I am against mainstream culture do you know the secret handshake?

I am looking for that younger male or the older man whom can enhance one's quality of life to have a reason to smile, to sleep on a beating heartbeat. To feel alive. That understanding I seek that open honesty. I will not claim to know everything about how this life is made. However I do not lack insight, Being fully aware, and this arrogance upon our society and the petulant males destroying my soul with mind games I will no longer tolerate this. I am here to seek a good minded man whom I can relate on to have that emotional connection and that love that is not to be taken for granted a love that protects a love that can bring two souls together.

To embark on a journey of dreams to be inspired and to inspire. I have lived a life, I have seen things, Who hasn't. I have life experience so what least I am far from dull. I do not have baggage the ex-partner my only long term has long gone. Therefore I consider myself to be genuine I am not here to mess with your mind I am here to seek my best friend my lover my future husband all in one.With me having a high function Autism, I talk fast I think too much and fast, Please do not hold that against me. You will know what to do to slow my mind down, I function perfectly "Normal, What is "Normal? Define "Normality.

It's 0:5:25 AM on the 21 /07 /2017!

Listening to Beethoven Moonlight Sonata, thinking about life, and how do I seduce my Superman, to captivate him in a way he will be drawn to me like a magnet.

If I could summarise my worst attribute I contain, I come across arrogant to the vast majority of society, Reason being that they are dimwits. To be frank there is no need for arrogance they need to open up their eyes and to wake up to smell the roses. Furthermore, I am not arrogant I just know it all. In regards to arrogance, it is rather arrogant when men ignore my messages,In relation to me filters are on, or if distance is too great or if you have a blank picture, But for some reason when I go to the filter now and then I see all the Hi babe, or your hot comments get a grip, boys! So there must be a babe filter on here, please do not waste your energy calling me a pig :-) Also I know what I am looking for. Was you not taught any manners? Or self-learnt your manners even? Foremost To not lack insight you are more aware of thinking from a deeper perspective within your subconscious mind. The results will be to then follow your heart and soul.

Random interests:

How do people with IQs of 140-200 function, Catch 22,
Deep within the Subconscious mind, pure love, DIY,
Medicine -Passion for music DVDs, Spirituality Nature,
Counting the notes to piano music, Creative writing,
The beach tranquility peace and harmony, Medium rare steak,

Life experience, Setting fire to the rain, Tor Browser,
A love for science Imagination imaginative creative behaviour,
Good minded cute mature man, Art, My high function Autism,
Sensuality, Fantasy-roll play, To seek solitary, People watching,
Waiting for my Superman, dreaming about open log fires,
For one's souls dreams that will come true, Magical journeys,
Common Law, Lemon Haze, To seek my knight to kiss for eternity,
When mine and Superman's eyes meet to build the magic powers,
Sophisticated smooth talking, beautiful looking - older man,

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If I was to meet myself in person, I would think she's cute, she talks fast, she's funny, she repeats herself often, perhaps the reason being is to ensure she has been heard. She is thoughtful If the mum in her can talk the voice would say.You are 33 now you need to get a grip" And move on before you get stuck in your ways.The grandma in me would say, You are wise beyond your years and you need to teach the younger generation how to love in the right metaphor. And the child in me would say I just want to love and to be loved back" And to sleep on a beating heartbeat.What I say about myself is that I am aware I am not like the others and all I do is try to make myself a better individual. As an individual generally I need to be more positive not to put myself down. Without love you cannot blossom, You cannot go to the next chapter, You cannot fulfil your ambitions. But what the ones who know me think I am crazy in a good way, I rebel, I say too much, But I don't have many bad bones in my body...

I just persee the world in a negative way, But the world is bad ain't it? However, without sunlight, there will be darkness, with strength courage determination the light will appear...

For the man to be slightly dominant to help me to let go in a way that is based on trust and open honesty, To trust the mind and the soul to let go to feel liberated for both souls to be set free, for both to emerge into a breathtakingly beautiful love, to be optimistic for the souls to shine. Nothing too kinky I’m not into all that 50 shades of gay mumbo jumbo, My man will say hold on tight" and come along this journey with me. I like how some of the older men think deeply within the subconscious mind Because depth has significant importance to me as well as "complexity because to be complex it means that the individual contains a high function mind which I seek. I must have that wavelength that understanding that mental and that emotional connection.

I am standing five foot nine inches tall, size nine feet and of medium to large build, has green eyes, that change colour,( A size L-XL in a mans shirt! :-) require a few extra brain cells" than the norm” I’m looking for my Superman whom I can have many out of this world mind blowing conversations with, as well to Share the magical stuff with, such as counting all the fake stars on a Starry Night “soothed beneath the artist's loving hands, Chasing the flowers that brightly blaze on a starry, starry night! I’m not looking for a man who has a six pack! Unless you are older and cute, blonde or dark” hair would be nice, Or perhaps something totally different,? A man who thinks he is, genius :-)

I just want my man to be honest, sincere if you think that you could be a good match feel free to message me Furthermore if you like to chat with me please read my profile, because I cannot waste my time, if not then good luck you will sure need it, this site is very strange.

LIFE

Life: we were given this life what do we need to thrive in life we cannot thrive alone our hands are made for holding a loved one, our arms are made to protect a loved one, The lips of the loved one, Lips moulded in love whilst two hearts are pounding. A voice is to express what we really need. What do you need in life to thrive? Something is missing three years on time goes on I need to love and to be loved back, A love that is so beautiful and rare, A love I have dreamt for as long as I can remember, We all need to fulfil our desired dreams to make them become reality…

Well, I live in Manchester nearby to the area of Salford, Which covers Walkden, Worsley, Swinton,ect: Now you know that I live in the UK, stop asking me am I English, get a grip and grow up! And perverts move on. let's move on to the next bit.I used to work over four years ago before I was pregnant, life stopped three years ago, shit happens! I used to be middle class well. Also, the ones who are lazy on benefits sat watching Netflix all day on the 55 inch TV'S, brought from Bright House which will take you seven years to pay for in weekly payments. I am not interested I go by experiences to back up my claims, I have a 3D TV however its only a 42 inch TV, for internet purposes I paid for mine at the time of purchase. Unless you are ill through no fault of your own If you are not on benefits and comfortable enough this is ok" I don't mean mentally ill) I need sane.

And why do the homeless men message me,? this also applies to the homeless men you need stability and to sort your own life out before you can provide and care for a lady. Foremost for you to have a family home a garden to grow fruit and vegetables even, imagine that growing your own food :-) and a car to go on magical spontaneous trips out in which is ideal for children. Ideally, a man who has no children if you already have children, or a single dad even, that is also ok as I love children. For you to be taller than me as I need that protective height which most men seem to understand the reason why.

Being at the age in my life where I am ready to settle down wishing I could find a boy my age whom is mature beyond his years. To have sexual experience to understand how the mind and the body works on a deep spiritual level who is complex, and who do not do casual sex and who holds hands and who is not obsessed with the GYM.I have excepted that I need to go further a field but this is ok. I seek a safe man a good egg basically cmon enlighten me,? .Besides I have done voluntary work with the homeless in town whilst the camp was protesting, I was one of the men :-)

I do my own thing that involves using a PC / laptop, Sheep to many sheep here do not allow them to sh*t on you! I'm waiting for ages for my man because he's still being made to match my quality's.So, man, I'm asking for you to pass sexual attraction and that mind I seek, Furthermore, I love piano music, This beautiful piece of music is utterly mind blowing! The music piece is called Inception - Original Piano (Michael Ortega) Also I love art, painting every colour of the rainbow! Painting helps to free the mind...I also enjoy poetry, reading and writing about anything and everything. I enjoy learning about Ancient Greek, Philosophy, and how the mind works, a love for science imagination imaginative creative behaviour, fantasy roll play and psychology.

I also love Making and mixing music, I love singing and feeling the vibrations on my voice box, I love feeling the beat of the music on the walls, I love feeling the music inside my chest, I absolutely love music.Did I tell you I love music? I love music. I can read music notes I can feel the notes in my fingers.The notes life: You taught me the cour- age of stars.Light car- ries on... End - less - Ly! However, I have never played the piano. To gain insight on people through the expressive music they love, My Superman, I lose my way but you will understand, Now and forever I will be your Wonderwoman.

I will explain the infinite to you one day How rare and beautiful it is to even exist. I find Criminal forensics rather intriguing, Astral projection and reincarnation. "Time is infinity "time cannot be measured "time carry's on endlessly there is no change without the concept of "time, and there is no movement without "time. And I also think that nobody has ever set foot on the moon with their moon boots on, Is the moon real,? Is ET real,? I like to be creative in all aspects, A good imagination is required, I love nature, I think like nature. I love beautiful sceneries and like to explore :-) Slightly messed up, but ain't we all, and if you think you're not you have big issues :-) You know when you're with someone for hours and hours and it seems like minutes When you talk about the most meaningless things and never get bored, This is what I'm also looking for; someone whom you can really connect with the mind the body and the soul and to be yourself.

The erotic bud I absolutely love how my subconscious mind that lays on the far right sees "Truth, nothing but the "Truth! The erotic bud helps you to become more creative in all aspects, Music also comes "Alive you understand the meaning behind words and the meaning of life, in a better perceptive. Furthermore, you become more sexually aware and creative in an open-minded way. However, there does come a time when nature decides life when I will quit the erotic bud.Anyone want a Bud"wiser! :-) I Salute you if you understand me :-) Being optimistic and dreaming and waiting for a better life...

I am willing to take risks but they must come with good reason I have been separated from the ex-partner for almost three years now.The only long term I have had in 2009-14 he is 56 if this helps, Was not love ( I WILL LOVE YOU with my eyes, my body! my heart! my soul! But If you’re not scared, then you’re not taking a chance.Follow your heart and soul, please believe that dreams can come true, I also find it really hard to focus on things, I need focus in life, to have a purpose in life stability and balance required, my attention span can be shi! because the vast majority of the public bore the fcuk out of me.

To not deny letting go, to feel vulnerable to trust, to release once safety has been established... For you to prolong ejaculation IE: amazing mental stimulation, can boys my age do this,? we both need to surrender each other, for you to take my hand and for me to take your hand, talk of sexual healing where the two souls can be entwined as one I am yours and you are mine :-) And words like..“Do you trust me? “Yes,” “You’re doing so well, “I’m yours already,”Obey Are you ready? Kissed on the lips" You won’t have to worry about a thing. I’ll take care of you.” I think you understand what I need. Also to try to help some of the world together like a mission for a good quality of living, But this should and must come naturally because it is unconditional love and the best things in life should come free...

I would like to buy a house when the time is right, to grow my own fruit and vegetables a happy life i dream, But where are you,?Have they built your sensual eyes wrong because deepness is considered essential to the Soul, Essence and Consciousness for the eyes to lock...

What is your life purpose? What do you dream? what is your life goal? we all need to listen to our souls, even when we feel like not getting up at times, we all need to get back up, To never give up" For us regardless of our situations we all deserve to be truly loved". Anything can happen if we put our minds to it, to never make excuses to never give up on our dream" What do you dream? If we fear, Regardless what we fear, still make your dreams happen anything is possible, If you succeed your life will be easier, Dream…

Thinking that’s the only right thing to do in this present, is to build the most beautiful dreams” To have a focus, However a dream a dream together becomes reality.” Dreams are real! Do you believe,? “You will never" change your life until you step out of your comfort zone! Do not be pushed by the fears that are in your mind, you need to be led by your desired dreams" Make it happen! Please do not give up in the hope of love men.You all have awesome potential inside of your soul please be aware of that, when you were a little kid you had a fire in your belly, I'm not old enough to know everything yet,“Yesterday I was not as clever, But today I'M more wiser because I am older.

If you do not work but will work preferably from home with me, if you have had an early retirement you will have more time on your hands :-) You must be organised, you must put the toilet seat down, You must be able to screw a light bulb, And able to do a few basic tasks...Such as cooking the perfect steak, To have the ability to iron by removing the creases, To wash up without splashing water all over the kitchen, When I wash up the water seems to fall on the floor strange.If you think that you can keep up with a high function Autistic mind that needs to be constantly stimulated and you even you have Asperger's but independent and just about able to manage with being unique that would be a added bonus for me message me :-)

Seeking a Bryan Adams, look alike! Bryan would gently whisper in my ear, When it's love you give I'll be a man of good faith. Then in love, you live.I'll make a stand. I won't break. I'll be the rock you can build on, Be there when you're old, have and to hold. We can dream hey, Anyway, how do you seek the perfect imperfect someone unique just like me to take me for me who I became as an individual today, People seem to judge too soon and seem to want to have dirty sex. I seek mind and! How you think, What makes you tick, I need that wavelength, I want and need to know about your imperfections what has made you whom you are as an individual, Please do not fuck with my mind or exploit me ok much love :-) Why can't people wait for the magic,that magical spark" I need that magical bond, A bond so strong it gets better and better as times goes by, A bond that is full of understanding, A bond you want to cherish to cup into your hand and to embrace with morning hugs and kisses in a protective arm, Love can build a bridge between your heart and mine.

Why do people seem to not want this. I am just me I will never pretend to be what I am not. My profile goes by facts from deep within my soul. I am direct I say it as it is, I'm complex least I am not dull! Let’s be honest! No drama no time wasters! You must be old in mind! or at my wavelength and real, for you to write in a way for me to understand you. It is all about the writing style and the openness, those words that just make you think! Pure unconditional love to sustain a lifelong partner. It is about the mind body and soul, sweep me off my feet and get us out of here. I am also getting old and tired with men, boys, playing games!! I now have mixed colour hair any silver foxes lurking about, Haha! I don't want to be old! I'm trapped in a young body I just look young I'm a middle age lady in mind.I feel trapped take me seriously hence I am 33 years young now.

BLESS MY FRIENDS BEAUTIFUL WISE SOUL! SHE LOVES ME,...

Vittoria Elisa Di Franco Well your on the Autistic spectrum like me hun . So this is gonna seriously narrow your field down on relationships that are gonna work. types of personality traits are not gonna fit however I did try dating another autistic highly intelligent highly deep and meaningful and full of theory was a counsellor he aspired to Carl Rogers and was definitely a good looker However this was a big fail as two intensities created intensity which was ok when it was good like soul mates best friends but in all relationships there is the bad and he was no rock that stood strong in fact worse than me . And as lovely as he was and is I needed in the bad times a rock . Then I met my now other half 10 years older no baggage very simplistic life views very intelligent but as in geek-wise not emotional intelligence, He is the calm in my storm the sanctuary I need and the belief that I am truly wanted and loved for me . I think you need a calm one and a bit crazy one in any relationship and the trick is to, be honest and work out which one you are , it only works when you truly know yourself.

Here is something for you to think about, Imagine if we were awoken each morning by the sun rays, that will tickle your skin, to the sounds of birds in the horizon how beautiful would that be. To wake up surrounded by nature waterfalls, streams breathtaking gardens, and fields. Animals playing not worrying about them getting slaughtered by poachers.A place where you can also grow your own fruit and vegetables, To explore what this world has to offer the true beauty’s of nature, we can dream hey :-)

Imagine this to if people supported each other not expecting anything in return, an unconditional love, a love that you automatically respond in time of need to be heard even. It seems that people are stuck in a world with their own problems, not wanting to help in a way to be heard for once. I expect all of us to try regardless, no bull shit excuses, such as i have my own problems to deal with. There is no need for selfish behaviour, We came here as spiritual beings to love, to protect, not for this place that I call hell, a place we live in today, is not a life where we feel free from harms to reach, we need to love, not to hate. To respect people to understand each other’s needs, what is happening to the old fashioned values?

Here is something else for you to think about, Love is just an illusion! The connection does not exist, unfortunately, love has died “so has the old fashioned morals! Happiness is just a dream Love is a feeling we dream, whatever love may just stay in a dream of hope to keep one's soul going, to live in hope, to believe that dreams can come true, but love what is love? We fear the mind, we fear the unknown, and we fear the truth “we fear far too much, we have reason to fear! Life is how we make it! Imagine if we all saw life through the eyes of a child Imagine if people could have the ability to love.

If you can meditate or box as I also need mental stimulation, to help me to slow my mind down that seems to be constantly ticking more often than normal. I have been trying my hardest to seek love for almost three years now it gets harder each time and can be frustrating on this site it's like a needle in a haystack, The wrong type of messages.I would also like you to require a few brain cells and able to have intelligent conversations about how life is made and why we became to be in this false reality as spiritual beings. I would like you to also be able to drive, There are places that I would like to visit, Even journeys in the early hours to drive to beautiful breathtaking places to watch the stars :-)

My future children will have the most beautiful life’s ever, a life that I dreamt for my angel I once had, I think I am scared of loving replacing my angel, She has blonde hair ,Blue/Grey eyes, That is rare like a precious stone, Inner peace :-) Goes with my angels double barrel name! she would want her mummy to be happy. I miss singing twinkle little star, to her like I did every time she went to rest her beautiful eyes, And playing her baby lullaby Classical Music by Mozart. My future children will have a loving mum and a dad living together teaching how to nurture to love to explore the world, to teach unconditional love. To the ones who need help, to teach our children to be more alert and to follow their souls and to encourage their imaginative behaviour, As to think from outside the box at a young age, will increase stimulation, and extra brain activity to enable you to learn at a faster rate including awareness. The government wants us to think left “To be controlled, we need to think “right, to accomplish our desired goals. We need to see the world through the eyes of a child. But I do.

You should read Catch-22 by Joeseph Heller. It's really funny,

“You have deep-seated survival anxieties. And you don't like bigots, bullies, snobs or hypocrites. Subconsciously there are many people you hate."

"Consciously, sir, consciously," Yossarian corrected in an effort to help. "I hate them consciously.”
― Joseph Heller, Catch-22.

I am a Scorpio, I was born on the ( 22/11/1983, The number 22,222, I lived at 22 twice, My Angel number (22, 222) means faith and trust.I live in hope!

I was born on the 22nd of November,
November 19 to November 24

Individuals born on the Scorpio-Sagittarius cusp like to rebel against authority. Ironically, some will find themselves in positions of authority in later life, and they will use their authority with skill.

They fare very well when they own their own business. If they work for others, they do best when they are allowed to work on their own.

Those born on the Scorpio-Sagittarius cusp learn quickly and well. They are fearless. It is very difficult for them to wait passively. They may be annoyingly pessimistic. They appreciate it when they receive praise for a job well done.

They may have an incredible academic mind and would make a good teacher, researcher or consultant. They may also excel at writing or publishing. They are adventurous and courageous, so travel intrigues them. They may also show interest in the occult and other similar subjects. They are very sensitive, but they don't like to show their vulnerability.

I am what society call "misunderstood" because I am unique, least I understand the meaning behind words, and what life is really all about, least I am aware and not one of the sheep's. Imagine if John Lennon, was here today? Imagine If Mark Chapman, didn't assassinate John, he would have changed the world I would have loved to of met John Lennon, I feel sad now:-( Imagine if Jill, Dando, was also here today, She was following her soul exposing the paedophiles! Princess Diana, even, Who killed her Oh my-my! The world would be a safer place free from the government establishments who exploit the most vulnerable in society! Someone has to tell "nothing but the truth" If anyone try's to death threat you make sure ones are aware where you are at all times! Listen to M83 - "Wait" There's no end, There is no goodbye, Disappear, it will go on and on and on and so on!

The vast majority of females are bitches, they moan go on and on, well I don't I just talk good shit, the woman gives their body to their mate, man, marriage even then for the females to fcuk up.Most need to also grow a pair of tits,( Oh no, I just broke my nail, Oh no, my hair is a mess, get a grip girls! If I was a man my balls would be massive! The female are supposed to be the nurture the ability to love to cherish to also protect her man. No wonder why men are also pissed of.Allot of men do not cry, society say men are not supposed to cry utter bollocks!! So men please cry like a pussy and let it out, only way to heal :-)

“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.”
― Maya Angelou, I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings.

I am really good at kissing apparently so I have been told Haha, talking trying to relate to others on a different level, a different type of wavelength, to get to the point on the subjects. I can also be contemplative because I think about other people who do deserve to be thought off because I feel deep within my soul. I can be humorous to be with as I can be entertaining quick witted. When I have to say something my funny sarcastic humour naturally shines out.

I treat people how they treat me, if you respect me I will respect you simply really! And it has great importance to push peoples limits too, to reach their full potential.If they get on the wrong side of me they will suffer the consequence "treat people how you like to be treated" if you get on the right side of me you will be fine with me!

Making individuals laugh!

Being stubborn...
Being creative...
Being myself...
Being alive...
I can listen...

I would like us to slowly get to know each other not going into deep too quickly without building a healthy foundation first depending on the goals we want to achieve. To get to know the person you became to be to understand and listen to our needs. If we have similar interests such as the same outlook on life the way we interpret the world and being on the same wavelength that is the added bonus.where amazing magical events could emerge into something beautiful I dream of love happiness to feel connected to my future best friend and lover my everything.

Some things that you need to know I am not perfect I'm just me, it’s ok not to be perfect. It’s ok to make mistakes if we didn't fail we wouldn't grow strong. We must learn from our mistakes and not to allow obstacles get in our way from achieving our desired goals.

“When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love have always won. There have been tyrants and murderers, and for a time, they can seem invincible, but in the end, they always fall. Think of it--always.”
― Mahatma Gandhi

Analyzing my cat's behaviour, getting into their minds, and watching them respond to actions, how they react.Training them new tricks they love stairball, WTF my cats no longer act like cats, they act like people, now one of them expects me to pick him up where ever he goes spoilt brats they are haha. Cats do casual sex too like some people who do not respect their body that is why the reason why some catch HIV. Like some humans from dirty sex best to cut their bits off.But cats can not wear plastic haha best to love or to put it away curiosity got the cat lol, I love my cats.

Being spontaneous last minute plans. Long walks along the beach and watching the sun set, how beautiful, mad crazy times together a good kind of crazy not mad, H aha :-) You need to be almost stable enough to maintain a healthy relationship.Freedom of speech to fight in reducing government corruption, Watching DVDs / 3D movies, music has to be played allot and loud at times, music is love life, reality expression, art.

Intellect conversations are a must now and then they keep my mind young nothing better than a good debate now and then. I would like to connect and talk about deeper, more fulfilling topics on life Because this will also fulfil me on the highest level. Classic rock music is cool and good trance music remixes.Music of today doesn't make any sense to me apart from Birdy she sings beautifully.

My most recent thoughts are: wonder if adults with Asperger's syndrome can regress like a child under duress stress? Dyspraxia can be serious – it deserves more recognition? :-)
Describe the type of person you'd like to meet:
Some of the foods that I eat includes:

Foods such as Mediterranean, Indian, especially a Lamb Tikka Phall, Chinese foods Sushi, Subway, and I also like to have good quality food such as rump steak, medium just right or a mixed grill. I can be fussy with food at times very much depends on the temperament of my mood, like for instance if I'm too focused on something else or distracted I can eat little really .we should eat when our body tells us not the rules set by the government.But food can be good especially my cooking chucking in what I can find in the kitchen hahaha.

Some of my interests include the love of reading and internet research, writing essay and my theory writing, quantum physics, anything on my chosen subjects that regularly pops into my overthinking mind. Based on factual information that gives you awareness and also understanding subjects such as Philosophical and spirituality how we are connected, all we need is to be loved. To think deep into the subconscious mind to focus on the right side of the brain, to see the truth from a different perspective vision.Even some Psychology and some criminal forensics. I like to learn about life subjects such as astral projection, reincarnation, psychic ability's, and life answers, to get a better understanding why individuals do what they do And what makes them tick.And to hope for others to notice and to be more aware of making more of a positive impact in life.

The UK government were also responsible for the 911 attacks, our government does not give a fcuk about us. They kill us off by their experiments the Zika virus outbreak read the truth Child abuse makes me sick how the government can abuse children and their establishments also, to try to hide their crimes and blame the survivors, when the survivors talk they get threatened by the government, we should not live in fear the poor children this injustice cannot go on they are just baby's, and how the government exploit the most vulnerable in society denying ones of help because of their lack of incompetence, and not giving a shi! basically.Even causing innocent children to develop autism because of the MMR vaccine. we are not lab rats.We are spiritual beings we came here to love not to fight. I read far too much but mostly I'm aware to think from your soul and to listen not to overthink thinking too much.

“We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavours of wrong. Why is this? Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way.But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. And it isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems—the ones that make you truly who you are—that we’re ready to find a lifelong mate. Only then do you finally know what you’re looking for? You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: it's got to be the right wrong person—someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, “This is the problem I want to have.”

I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way.”
― Andrew Boyd

I spend a lot of time thinking about how do men work if I could get into their minds, and to find that thing they call love.If you would like to know anything else that is appropriate feel free to ask If you have reached reading this far maybe you are somewhat intrigued.

Today I am a 1000x wiser!

Lastly, the ones who are generally interested in a long term committed relationship that will involve children have a family home and garden, To be mentally stable and to be on a high intellectual level. Who has allot to offer.