SexFemale - looking for males
LocationManchester, Lancashire
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About charlie19832016

Hello my name is charlie,I am 33 years young, A dominant male is needed based on "Trust the mind and the soul to feel liberated for both souls to be free, for both to emerge into something amazingly beautiful to be open minded ,to be optimistic for the souls to shine. Nothing to kinky i'm not into all that shit but some aspects of dominance in a way to be guided. I’m 5,9 tall, medium to large build, require a few extra brain cells" then the norm” I’m looking for my superman whom i can have many out of this world mind blowing conversations with, as well to Share the magical stuff with,such as counting all the fake stars on a Starry night"soothed beneath the artist's loving hands ,Chasing the flowers that brightly blaze on a starry, starry night! I’m not looking for a man who has a six pack! Unless you are older and cute , blonde or dark” hair would be nice,Or perhaps something totally different,? A man who thinks he is, genius :-) I just want my man to be honest, sincere if you think that you could be a good match feel free to message me Furthermore if you like to chat to me please read my profile, because i cannot waste my time, if not then good luck you will sure need it, this site is very strange.

Well i live in Manchester nearby to the area of Salford,Which covers Walkden,Worsley, Swinton,ect: Now you know that i live in the UK, And stop asking me am i English, you [email protected]!! get a grip and grow up!And perverts move on..lets move on to the next bit...Well i am female i have breasts i have a pair of naturally kissable full lips and i also have funny color eyes a nice smile can count up to ten,But am i female the man for me will find out! :-) I used to work over three years ago life stopped three years ago,I used to be middle class well, Also the ones who are lazy on benefits i am not interested! "unless you are ill this is ok" I dont mean mentally ill ) i need sane, this also applies to homeless men .You need stability before you can provide and care for a lady, I seek a safe man a good egg basically. I wish i could find a boy my age whom is mature beyond his years to have sexual experience to understand how the mind and the body works on a deep spiritual level ,whom is complex and whom does not do casual sex and whom holds hands and whom is not obsessed with the GYM.I have excepted that i need to go further a field but this is ok cmon enlighten me,? Besides i have done voluntary work with the homeless in town whilst the camp was protesting,I was one of the men :-) I do my own thing that involves using a PC / laptop, Sheep to many sheep here do not allow them to sh*t on you! I'm waiting ages for my man because hes still being made to match my quality's :-) So man im asking for you to pass sexual attraction and that mind i seek,Furthermore I love piano music ,This beautiful piece of music is utterly mind blowing! The music piece is called Inception - Original Piano (Michael Ortega) Also i love art, painting every color of the rainbow! Painting helps to free the mind...I also enjoy poetry,reading and writing about anything and everything.I enjoy learning about Ancient Greek,Philosophy,and how the mind works and psychology.

I also love Making and mixing music, i love singing and feeling the vibrations on my voice box ,i love feeling the beat of the music on the walls,I love feeling the music inside my chest ,I absolutely love music.Did i tell you i love music ? I love music. Having been told i am what you call a peoples person, I have also been told that i talk allot,that is fact but i talk good shit :-) I have some experiences,I find Criminal forensics rather intriguing and, I also like to also learn about life subjects such as the unexplained too make more of a positive impact in life. Astral projection and recantation is interesting too, I like to be creative in all aspects,A good imagination is required,I love nature,i think like nature. If you like beautiful sceneries and like to explore you have came to the right place :-) Slightly messed up, but aint we all, and if you think you're not you have big issues :-) You know when you're with someone for hours and hours and it seem like minutes When you talk about the most meaningless things and never get bored, This is what i'm also looking for; someone whom you can really connect with the mind the body and the soul and to be yourself.

I am willing to take risks but they must come with good reason I have been separated from the ex partner for around two and a half years now .The only longterm i have had in 2009-14 he is 56 if this helps,Was not love ( I WILL LOVE YOU with my eyes,my body! my heart! my soul! But If you’re not scared, then you’re not taking a chance.Follow your heart and soul,please believe that dreams can come true, i also find it really hard to focus on things,i need focus in life, to have a purpose in life stability and balance required,my attention span can be shi! because the vast majority of the public bore the fcuk out of me.To not deny orgasm,to feel vulnerable,to release once safety has been established... For you to prolong ejaculation can boys my age do this,? we both need to surrender each other,for you to take my hand and for me to take you're hand,talk of sexual healing where the two souls can be entwined as one i am yours and you are mine :-) And words like..“Do you trust me? “Yes,” “You’re doing so well, “I’m yours already,”Obey Are you ready ? Kissed on the lips" You won’t have to worry about a thing. I’ll take care of you.” I think you understand what i need. Also to try to help some of the world together like a mission for a good quality of living, But this should and must come naturally, because it is unconditional love and the best things in life should come free...I would like to buy a house when the time is right,to grow my own fruit and vegetables a happy life i dream,But where are you,?Have they built your sensual eyes wrong,because deepness is considered essential to the Soul, essence and Consciousness for the eyes to lock..

What is your life purpose? What do you dream? what is your life goal ? we all need to listen to our souls,even when we feel like not getting up at times,we all need to get back up,To never give up" For us regardless of our situations we all deserve to be truly loved". Anything can happen if we put our minds to it,to never make excuses to never give up on our dream" What do you dream ? If we fear ,Regardless what we fear,still make your dreams happen anything is possible,If you succeed your life will be easier, Dream… Thinking that’s the only right thing to do in this present, is to build the most beautiful dreams” To have a focus, However a dream a dream together becomes reality.” Dreams are real! Do you believe,? “You will never" change your life until you step out of your comfort zone! Do not be pushed by the fears that are in your mind,you need to be led by your desired dreams" Make it happen! Please do not give up in the hope of love men.You all have awesome potential inside of your soul please be aware of that,when you was a little kid you had a fire in your belly, I'm not old enough to know everything yet,“Yesterday I was not as clever,But today I'M more wiser because i am older.

Individuals like me are deep and complex" in need to ask questions constantly thinking how life is made ,how life begun, in need of meaningful stimulating conversations ,Can be intensifying in a good way ,need honestly in their life,tolerates no bullshit!I am a spiritual being i am close to the truth" I think in scientific terms i understand that knowledge is power. In need of that magical connection ,and the energy that two souls can feel,I have a high function Autism,Please do not hold that against me,I function perfectly "Normal, I come with empathy,a soul that is here in hope to heal and in hope to heal one in a way the chosen ones life will be improved!, Once i have found the one i would obviously be wary at first ,But a relationship works both ways that is based on honestly and similar life stages.

Furthermore boys around my age seem to lack balls and waste my precious time i need to seek a real man in his late forty's,Unless a younger man can proof me wrong and blow my mind with your maturity.I am seeking my last i need the mind body and the soul to connect on a level where both souls can be entwined beneath the stars for the man to make me his,I’m looking for an emotionally stable, reasonably mature male, who doesn't mind wearing his heart on his sleeve .A happy life loving individual who contains a good sense of humour who cares for the fairness in our society and the universe, I am looking for a best friend, a soul mate and a partner for life.Although I have all the love and respect for all the good minded people on this planet, It only takes one man to fill up my heart and soul . are you here? That is why I'm here to seek happiness! I look here, there and everywhere! Because an empty heart is like a dark tunnel with no light, a tree with no fruit and a life with no purpose!

Because i live in a private rent house i can provide a house if the man for me has a flat He will live with me in time at the right time with me and my four cute cats and you will have the same rights to this private rented house as me by signing the tenancy agreement the rent is £525 per month now that is cleared up... I live in a two bedroom private rent end house,That contains a garage and two outhouses a loft that could be full of gold for all i know never been up their. Also the hallway is next to the next doors neighbors hallway which means the walls do not touch,so this means loud music can be played 24,7,And singing when i please for all i know sound could travel and i could have people outside listening to my singing because i sound so sweet.

If you do not work but will work provably from home with me,if you have had a early retirement you will have more time on your hands :-) You must be organised,you must put the toilet seat down,You must be able to screw a light bulb,And able to do a few basic tasks...Such as cooking the most perfect steak,To have the ability to iron by removing the creases,To wash up without splashing water all over the kitchen,When i wash up the water seems to fall on the floor strange.If you think that you can keep up with a high function Autistic mind that needs to be constantly stimulated and you even you have Asperger's but independent and just about able to manage with being unique that would be a added bonus for me message me :-)

What can the man for me offer me? How do i emerge into something amazingly beautiful, What do you need in a lady apart from big breasts, Do you need guidance do you need security, Do you want to have the ability to love? To be able to have the courage to trust again Or do you want me to take the lead,A LED relationship perhaps or for me to surrender myself to you ?I need something deep and meaningful to have the ability to trust you not to fear, Or do you seek something unique something that is a challenge even,To enable your subconscious mind to be stimulated on a higher level, Complexity has great importance,I seek a old soul a young mind , for us to respect each other,to understand each others needs,You cannot have debt problems if we got married off i do not want to be responsible for your debt! , Am i asking for to much here, NOOO. I seem to attract allot of intelligent people who smoke cannabis,maybe they need to be stimulated on a higher level in a way to get their point across in a creative manner from deep within the subconscious mind ,I would like my man to have some knowledge and skill of the followings law, to be creative at music mixing ,to paint to be able to build things with me i love DIY. To have the ability to have amazing out of this world conversations with me, I am also drawn to how men really think,please be honest open, and direct with me.Whilst in the process in seeking love i am also building up new connections because i expose the government establishments the truth hurts We fear the unknown...

Seeking a Bryan Adams, look alike ! Bryan would gently whisper in my ear, When it's love you give I'll be a man of good faith.Then in love you live.I'll make a stand. I won't break.I'll be the rock you can build on,Be there when you're old,To have and to hold.We can dream hey, Anyway how do you seek the most perfect imperfect someone unique just like me to take me for me who i became as a individual today, People seem to judge to soon and seem to want to have dirty sex.I seek mind and i want YOU'RE mind! How you think, What makes you tick, I need that wavelength ,I want and need to know about your imperfections what has made you whom you are as a individual,Please do not fuck with my mind or exploit me ok much love :-) Why cant people wait for the magic,that magical spark" I need that magical bond, A bond so strong it gets better and better as times goes by,A bond that is full of understanding ,A bond you want to cherish to cup into your hand and to embrace with morning hugs and kisses in a protective arm, Love can build a bridge between your heart and mine. Why do people seem to not want this.I am just me i will never pretend to be what i am not.My profile goes by facts from deep within my soul.I am direct i say it as it is,I'm complex least i am not dull! Let’s be honest! No drama no time wasters! You must be old in mind! or at my wavelength and real, for you to write in a way for me to understand you. It is all about the writing style and the openness, those words that just make you think! Pure unconditional love to sustain a lifelong partner. It is about the mind body and soul, sweep me of my feet and get us out of here. I am also getting old and tired with men, boys, playing games!! I now have mixed color hair any silver foxes lurking about,Haha! I dont want to be old! I'm trapped in a young body i just look young i'm of a middle age lady in mind.I feel trapped take me seriously hence i am 33 years young now.


Vittoria Elisa Di Franco Well your on the Autistic spectrum like me hun . So this is gonna seriously narrow your field down on relationships that are gonna work . types of personality traits are not gonna fit however I did try dating another autistic highly intelligent highly deep and meaningful and full of theory was a counsellor he aspired to carl rogers and was definitely a good looker However this was a big fail as two intensities created intensity which was ok when it was good like soul mates best friends but in all relationships there is the bad and he was no rock that stood strong in fact worse than me . And as lovely as he was and is I needed in the bad times a rock . Then I met my now other half 10 years older no baggage very simplistic life views very intelligent but as in geek wise not emotional intelligence He is the calm in my storm the sanctuary I need and the belief that I am truly wanted and loved for me . I think you need a calm one and a bit crazy one in any relationship and the trick is to be honest and work out which one you are , it only works when you truly know yourself .

Here is something for you to think about, Imagine if we was awoken each morning by the sun rays, that will tickle your skin, to the sounds of birds in the horizon how beautiful would that be. To wake up surrounded by nature waterfalls, streams breathtaking gardens and fields. Animals playing not worrying about them getting slaughtered by poachers.A place where you can also grow your own fruit and vegetables, To explore what this world has to offer the true beauty’s of nature, we can dream hey :-)

Imagine this to if people supported each other not expecting anything in return, a unconditional love, a love that you automatically respond in time of need to be heard even. It seems that people are stuck in a world with their own problems, not wanting to help in a way to be heard for once. I expect all of us to try regardless, no bull shit excuses, such as i have my own problems to deal with. Their is no need for selfish behavior, We came here as spiritual beings to love, to protect, not for this place that i call hell, a place we live in today, is not a life where we feel free from harms reach, we need to love, not to hate. To respect people to understand each other’s needs, what is happening to the old fashioned values?

Here is something else for you to think about, Love is just an illusion! The connection does not exist, unfortunately love has died “so has the old fashioned morals! Happiness is just a dream Love is a feeling we dream, whatever love may be just stays in a dream of hope to keep ones soul going, to live in hope, to believe that dreams can come true, but love what is love? We fear the mind, we fear the unknown, and we fear the truth “we fear far too much, we have reason to fear! Life is how we make it! Imagine if we all saw life through the eyes of a child Imagine if people could have the ability to love.

If you can meditate or box as i also need mental stimulation,to help me to slow my mind down that seems to be constantly ticking more often then normal because i have been trying my hardest to seek love for 23 months now it gets harder each time and can be frustrating on this site its like a needle in a haystack,The wrong type of messages .I would also like you to require a few brain cells and able to have intellect conversations about how life is made and why we became to be in this false reality as spiritual beings. I would like you to also be able to drive, Their are places that i would like to visit, Even journeys in the early hours to drive to beautiful breathtaking places to watch the stars :-)

My future children will have the most beautiful life’s ever, a life that I dreamt for my angel I once had, I think I am scared of loving replacing my angel,She has blonde hair ,Blue/Grey eyes,That is rare like a precious stone,Inner peace :-) Goes with my angels double barrel name! she would want her mummy to be happy. I miss singing twinkle little star, Too her like i did everytime she went to rest her beautiful eyes, And playing her baby lullaby Classical Music by Mozart. My future children will have a loving mum and a dad living together teaching how to nurture to love to explore the world, to teach unconditional love. To the ones who need help, to teach our children to be more alert and to follow their souls and to encourage their imaginative behavior, As to think from outside the box at a young age, will increase stimulation, and extra brain activity to enable you to learn at a faster rate including awareness. The government wants us to think left “To be controlled, we need to think “right, too accomplish our desired goals. We need to see the world through the eyes of a child. But I do.

You should read Catch-22 by Joeseph Heller. It's really funny,

“You have deep-seated survival anxieties. And you don't like bigots, bullies, snobs or hypocrites. Subconsciously there are many people you hate."

"Consciously, sir, consciously," Yossarian corrected in an effort to help. "I hate them consciously.”
― Joseph Heller, Catch-22.

I am a Scorpio,I was born on the ( 22/11/1983,The number 22,222,I lived at 22 twice,My angel number (22, 222) means faith and trust .I live in hope!

I was born on the 22nd of November,
November 19 to November 24

Individuals born on the Scorpio-Sagittarius cusp like to rebel against authority. Ironically, some will find themselves in positions of authority in later life, and they will use their authority with skill.

They fare very well when they own their own business. If they work for others, they do best when they are allowed to work on their own.

Those born on the Scorpio-Sagittarius cusp learn quickly and well. They are fearless. It is very difficult for them to wait passively. They may be annoyingly pessimistic. They appreciate it when they receive praise for a job well done.

They may have an incredible academic mind, and would make a good teacher, researcher or consultant. They may also excel at writing or publishing. They are adventurous and courageous, so travel intrigues them. They may also show interest in the occult and other similar subjects. They are very sensitive, but they don't like to show their vulnerability.

I am what society call "misunderstood" because i am unique,least i understand the meaning behind words, and what life is really all about,least i am aware and not one of the sheeps. Imagine if John Lennon, was here today? Imagine If Mark Chapman , didn't assassinate John, he would of changed the world I would of loved too of met John Lennon,i feel sad now :-( Imagine if Jill,Dando, was also here today,She was following her soul exposing the pedophiles! Princess Diana, even,Who killed her oh my my! The world would be a safer place free from the government establishments who exploit the most vulnerable in society! Someone has to tell "nothing but the truth" If anyone trys to death threat you make sure ones are aware where you are at all times! Listen to M83 - "Wait" There's no end,There is no goodbye,Disappear,it will go on and on and on and so on!


Send your dreams
Where nobody hides
Give your tears
To the tide
No time
No time
There's no end
There is no goodbye
With the night
No time
No time
No time
No time
No time

To gently wipe away your tears you buried so deep throughout the years, To tell you ,That you are going to be ok, You will be safe now baby, I will be right here waiting for you, to be the light you need, Too help you to shine into the beautiful bright star, That was once burning out! Too gently kiss each other’s soft lips to embrace each other where we will feel warm. Take my body, all I want is, and all I need is to find somebody, I’ll find somebody,I will find you!Or you will find me!

I am a critical thinker I tend to analyze issues from a wide variety of angles, I am bad at approaching men in the right metaphor,i receive to many messages most are from the "left" I mean the wrong thinking type of people? Deep down within my soul,i seek mind, a mind that will enable me to develop too flourish, and to succeed in life, to go down the journey i am seeking, Im sorry but a high intelligence is required to meet my needs, maybe on the Asperger's spectrum could help ( ADD ) Even, I like individuals who are unique,who know extra stuff then the "norm" .A high function needs to be constant stimulated.A certain amount of attraction i need to look at you and think "WOW" I contain far to much energy always awake.I am not afraid to speck my mind. I tend to think allot too much in fact. Thinking why am I still here I always seem to pass the looks. But beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder, True love comes deep within the soul, That love I dream about, That love I crave. However, I have been too places, seen things I wish on no one,You have to dance in the dark to find your way,But i need that magical spark to start the fire i need something that feels warm,safe and secure. Soo its time for the lights to go off and start Dancing in the dark.It's time for you men to wake up and smell the roses!This seems to scare you men, I can assure you once you will meet me you have nothing to fear, or if my life experience has upset you I will comfort you in my arms, and I would say its OK if we managed to overcome the obstacles that lead us to who we are today we can achieve anything. Please do not judge the book by its cover until you have read most of the chapters, for all you know the book could be the best book you will ever read :-) I didn't do anything so why should i suffer this is wrong :-( Most seem to not like challenge pussy's! The vast majority of you don’t seem to see things in abstract that itself is sad,Cmon' dont be a big girl's blouse! If i was your mother you would listen to me,Because you would respect me.

Why do the older, wiser more experienced laidback men look so hot looking these days,Hot older men that maintain their physique nice! Its also about the mind and life experiences and such a youthful outlook on life too . I am seeking a man a gentleman somewhat attractive sensual eyes a contagious laugh whom can be Powerful and Knowledgeable in a way to mentally stimulate me . A man Who considers himself to be Sincere, Intelligent,self awareness ,takes no shit! A man who has lived, A man who has allot of life experiences, A man that has been to places, A man that has seen things, A man who has big balls basically. Whom isn't easily scared! A real man! A man who can hunt,too teach me how to survive in the wild,too go camping,To teach me how too catch fish with my bare hands!Being out in the wild can also bring people together, To be honest and upfront with each other, and most importantly needs and wants a committed lifelong partner. who can offer unconditional love, to show that there is still some love left in this world that holds no boundary's.

The vast majority of females are bitches,they moan go on and on,well i dont i just talk good shit,woman give their body to their mate,man,marriage even then for the females to fcuk up.Most need to also grow a pair of tits ,( Oh no, i just broke my nail, Oh no, my hair is a mess,get a grip girls! If i was a man my balls would be massive! The female are supposed to be the nurture the ability to love to cherish to also protect her man. No wonder why men are also pissed of.Allot of men do not cry,society say men are not supposed to cry utter bollocks!! Soo men please cry like a pussy and let it out,only way to heal :-)


A lifelong partner who can be strict in a safe way, words that will turn you inside out. Taking a breath, you cupping my face with your strong hands to help forget the sh*t in a safe way .For us to push boundaries and our limits an experience I have never felt with anyone.But to never use violence. And to try to help some of the world together like a mission to help as many people as we can for a good quality of living, But this should and must come naturally because it is unconditional love and the best things in life should come free quality of living, not crap bags and shoes a materialistic lifestyle is not for me! A lifelong partner too be controlled in a way, for us to control when we need control.

To fulfil all of our needs, too control each other in a creative way To talk allot throughout every activity to explain what we are going to do next to take the one to another place, for the two the souls too connect. A lifelong partner where we are both are open, honest from the start and too always talk about issues before they develop beyond repair. To love each other like we own each other’s body.

To build a stable environment where balance is required, to learn to trust and for us both to achieve our ambitions and careerwise to ensure for stability without worrying about relying on the government who steal from us a perfect life free from pain. Seeking my lifelong partner to help me relax too i need to trust first then i can relax. I am getting tired i feel as my time is running out too fast beyond my years, i need to calm down get a grip too seek and to grow life goes on .

I am not going to make myself sound perfect like half the fakes on here. What you are reading here is success to seeking a honest lifelong partnership. Once you find that you must try to grab it at the best opportunity and in the most appropriate way too quality has great importance like a good steak i say medium haha. No cheap talk, Hi babe how are you your hot, I do not think soo rings alarm bells, So p!ss of boys and grow a pair of balls!! Because i have big tits i can take it!

“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.”
― Maya Angelou, I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings.

I am driven to challenge, and I do come with a little frustration, as i tend to get frustrated .But in time to be with someone who is genuine will realise my frustrations are the way i interpret life. Once I have realized that the journey is real not just a dream, then dreams can come true and will come true.Always do what you are afraid to do and that is to love you with my heart and soul.

creating love and beautiful memories and a family of our own and too feel on top of the world and a sense of belonging to put more love into this world too. Please be open and honest with me about what you are seeking i am far to old to play mind games were on here for a reason and that reason is to find love the true meaning of love not the mainstream [email protected]

I am really good at kissing apparently so i have been told Haha, talking trying to relate to others on a different level,a different type of wavelength,to get to the point on the subjects. I can also be contemplative because I think about other people who do deserve to be thought off because i feel deep within my soul. I can be humorous to be with as I can be entertaining quick witted. When I have to say something my funny sarcastic humour naturally shines out .

I treat people how they treat me,if you respect me i will respect you simple really! And it has great importance to push peoples limits too,too reach their full potential.

If they get on the wrong side of me they will suffer the consequence "treat people how you like to be treated" if you get on the right side of me you will be fine with me!

Making individuals laugh!

Being stubborn...
Being creative...
Being myself...
Being alive...
I can listen...

I am a honest person who has allot to offer i can take you to the truth, despite what goes on in life we deserve to be truly loved. If you have a beautiful future planed i would be interested to know what you can offer to that imperfect person you are seeking .

I would like us too slowly get to know each other not going in to deep to quick without building a healthy foundation first depending on the goals we want to achieve. To get to know the person you became to be to understand and listen to our needs. If we have similar interests such as the same outlook on life the way we interpret the world and being on the same wavelength that is the added bonus.where amazing magical events could emerge into something beautiful i dream of love happiness to feel connect to my future best friend and lover my everything .

Some things that you need to know i am not perfect im just me ,it’s ok not to be perfect. It’s ok to make mistakes if we didn't fail we wouldn't grow strong. We must learn by our mistakes and not to allow obstacles get in our way from achieving our desired goals.

I have a wide range of interests to many to state but some of my interests include: Art and crafts, using colour on a canvas my Favorited use of texture is coloured nitrocellulose,i love the effect and the smoothness. I love poetry writing ,mixing music ,singing to deep music half the time the song touches and connects to my soul.

“When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love have always won. There have been tyrants and murderers, and for a time, they can seem invincible, but in the end, they always fall. Think of it--always.”
― Mahatma Gandhi

Analyzing my cats behaviour, getting into their minds ,and watching them respond to actions,how they react .Training them new tricks they love stairball, WTF my cats no longer act like cats , they act like people, now one of them expects me to pick him up where ever he goes spoilt brats they are haha. Cats do casual sex too like some people who do not respect their body that is why the reason why some catch HIV. Like some humans from dirty sex best to cut their bits of .But cats can not wear plastic haha best to love or to put it away curiosity got the cat lol, i love my cats.

Being spontaneous last minute plans. Long walks along the beach and watching the sun set, how beautiful ,mad crazy times together a good kind of crazy not mad,Haha :-) You need to be almost stable enough to maintain a healthy relationship .Freedom of speech to fight in reducing government corruption, Watching DVDS / 3D movies, music has to be played allot and loud at times , music is love life,reality expression, art .

Intellect conversations are a must now and then they keep my mind young nothing better than a good debate now and then . I would like to connect and talk about deeper, more fulfilling topics on life Because this will also fulfil me on the highest level. Classic rock music is cool and good trance music remixes .Music of today doesn't make any sense to me apart from Birdy she sings beautifully.

My most recent thoughts are: wonder if adults with asperger's syndrome can regress like a child under duress stress? Dyspraxia can be serious – it deserves more recognition? :-)

Some of the foods that i eat includes:

Foods such as Mediterranean, Indian, especially a Lamb Tikka Phall, Chinese foods Sushi, subway, and I also like to have good quality food such as rump steak, medium just right or a mixed grill. I can be fussy with food at times very much depends on the temperament of my mood ,like for instance if im to focused on something else or distracted i can eat little really .we should eat when our body tells us not the rules set by the government.But food can be good especially my cooking chucking in what i can find in the kitchen ahhaha.

Some of my interests includes the love off reading and internet research ,writing essay and my theory writing,quantum physics, anything on my chosen subjects that regularly pops into my overthinking mind. Based on factual information that gives you awareness and also understanding subjects such as Philosophical and spirituality how we are connected, all we need is to be loved . To think deep into the subconscious mind to focus on the right side of the brain,to see the truth from a different perspective vision.Even some Psychology and some criminal forensics. I like to learn about life subjects such as astral projection, reincarnation,psychic ability's , and life answers, too get a better understanding why individuals do what they do And what makes them tick .And to hope for others to notice and to be more aware too make more of a positive impact in life.

The UK government were also responsible for the 911 attacks,our government do not give a fcuk about us. They kill us off by their experiments the Zika virus outbreak read the truth Child abuse makes me sick how the government can abuse children and their establishments also, to try to hide their crimes and blame the survivors,when the survivors talk they get threatened by the government, we should not live in fear the poor children this injustice cannot go on they are just baby's,and how the government exploit the most vulnerable in society denying ones of help because of their lack of incompetence, and not giving a shi! basically.Even causing innocent children to develop autism because of the MMR vaccine. we are not lab rats.We are spiritual beings we came here to love not to fight. I read far to much but mostly im aware to think from your soul and to listen not to overthink thinking to much.

“We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way.

But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. And it isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems—the ones that make you truly who you are—that we’re ready to find a lifelong mate. Only then do you finally know what you’re looking for. You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: it's got to be the right wrong person—someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, “This is the problem I want to have.”

I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way.”
― Andrew Boyd

I spend a lot of time thinking about how do men work,if i could get into their minds, and to find that thing they call love.If you would like to know anything else that is appropriate feel free to ask If you have reached reading this far maybe you are somewhat intrigued.

Today i am a 1000x wiser!

Shine bright :-)

Interview with charlie19832016

What do you like most about where you currently live?
Shit 2 bed private rent semi,with a garden and private garage,Still its shit,Not home.Home is nature ,not living in fear,being controlled by living in a private rent house,The only good aspects is that i can play really loud music!As i live in a poor area everyone wears tracky bottoms,and those people talk funny too.They also drink too much cant take a few vodkas boys hey,They are always stoned too the locals,But to be honest angry strange people are harmless.But still here is not home. Its hard to live life knowing every smile i make is forced and every breath i take, I go deeper and deeper into nothing what upsets me the most, Is when men ask me how you are it feels like i am about to burst in rage? Tears? Nope i just answer with a "I’m fine" Or " How long is a piece of string ? And it hurts my soul, Because nobody knows i am not but hey, That is life for me, I just have to keep on going.

What do you enjoy most about your current job?
Something you have to do,someone has to do it!I get in trouble allot haha!


As someone with high self-confidence, you feel quite comfortable interacting with other people. Indeed, you find the company of others very stimulating and enjoy meeting new people. Your relaxed demeanor in groups makes people around you comfortable too. Perhaps because you feel comfortable talking about yourself, others tend to enjoy being around you and perceive you as socially competent.

The confidence that helps you feel comfortable talking to people also spills into your own personal beliefs about yourself. Although you have several strengths, it’s likely that you also acknowledge and accept your weaknesses. But unlike some people, you take full responsibility for your actions—you rarely regret things you’ve done in the past and are not embarrassed easily.

Perhaps the defining feature that sets you apart from most people is the exceptionally high standards that you set for yourself. Your competence in social gatherings as well as at work should provide ample evidence for this. With these characteristics, it’s very likely that people come to you for advice and generally think of you as someone with leader-like qualities.

Family Orientation

As someone who is oriented to familial matters, you value the company of family-members and domestic life. If you have children already, you enjoy spending time with them very much and work hard to be a good parent. If you don’t have children, you very much desire having children in the future. And your preference for cooking and entertaining guests at home will likely ease the transition into parenthood.

You take pride in maintaining and cultivating a healthy family and work hard to achieve this. This natural tendency is easily illustrated by your preference for doing things around the house as opposed to going out to clubs and restaurants.

What really sets you apart from people that are low in family orientation is that you know how to manage your frustrations and work well on your own. This means that you are well-equipped to manage a family without letting all the work that is involved wear you down. However, as someone with strong family values, all the work that is involved in maintaining a tidy home and well-stocked kitchen might occasionally make it difficult for you to finish everything that you need to do.


The self-control personality dimension captures the way in which a person regulates and directs him or herself. Being moderate in self-control can be both good and bad. People may be compelled to follow their intuitions and give in to their temptations, and your degree of self-control means that this may happen occasionally. This can be good in situations where focus and control are very important.

However, on certain occasions being able to give in to one’s temptations can be fun and even healthy (as long as it’s in moderation).
As someone who exerts a moderate amount of control of your actions, you may find that you exert too much stress on yourself sometimes. For example, you may be inclined to take more responsibility on projects, which may not always be necessary. This might be because you have a slight tendency to focus on the details and feel as though others may not be able to do as good of a job noticing such details as yourself. You might find it difficult to let others do certain jobs, and as a result, increase your own workload and stress level.

Having moderate self-control is generally a good thing. Although you have good control over your impulses, you also take notice of your emotions and sometimes take them into account while making decisions. This can be good when making important decisions because you acknowledge that your underlying feelings may be trying to tell you something important.


As someone high in openness, you have a strong appreciation for beauty, both in art and nature. Indeed, it’s likely that you are easily absorbed in music and art, as well as natural phenomena. Another aspect of your openness is your emotional insight; that is, you probably have good access to and awareness of your own emotions.

Another aspect of the openness dimension is the tendency to think about abstract concepts and ideas. This thinking style may take the form of artistic and metaphorical use of language, and/or music composition or performance. Thus, it is likely that, either in your work or spare time, you enjoy activities that get your “creative juices” flowing.

Your tendency to be open-minded can have advantages and disadvantages. For instance, when there are no clear rules about how to approach a particular problem, your openness makes it easier for you to identify new ways to solve problems that might not be very obvious to people that are not as open as you are. In contrast, you may be bored easily in situations that lack high amounts of intellectual stimulation. In such cases, you might have difficulty excelling on projects that do not provide much stimulation or require much creative thinking.


Easygoingness refers to one's ability to relax. Based on your score, you appear to work very hard and accomplish a great deal. The benefits of being low in easygoingness are that you achieve high levels of success through deliberate planning, persistence, and hard work. Your colleagues and friends also likely consider you as intelligent and reliable.

However, your strong work ethic may lead others to perceive you as a perfectionist. This could produce stress in a few ways. For example, you may find it difficult to continually accomplish the high standards that you set for yourself and people you work with might find it overwhelming. In this way, being low in easygoingness can make both your life and the lives of the people around you difficult. Being very conscientious may also make it difficult for you to sit back and just relax because you may be too preoccupied with work-related issues.

Low easygoingness may diminish the quality of your social relationships too. Your propensity to work very hard and for long hours may make it difficult for you to attend to other aspects of life where there are no real goals to accomplish. Nevertheless, you will likely never be criticized for being unreliable or unable to follow instructions. Yet, you might find yourself feeling burned out from too much work.

How does your personality affect your love life?

With your strong degree of self-confidence, it’s no surprise that you get along well with most people. Indeed, it’s self-confidence that allows people to feel comfortable interacting with others without feeling insecure and vulnerable. For this reason, you shouldn’t have much difficulty in romance, at least not initially. Your social skills will likely help relieve any anxiety your romantic partners might have on those first few dates. However, over time, the high standards that you have for yourself could potentially frustrate your partner.

Given how much you value family life, you probably get along best with people who share your values and beliefs. In fact, it’s likely that you maintain close connections with members of your immediate and distant family. For this reason, you would probably be most satisfied in a romantic relationship with someone who also values domestic life.

Being in a relationship with someone who enjoys going out to parties and staying-up late at night might be fun, at least initially; yet it’s likely that you will find this tiring over time. Thus, it might be easier and more satisfying for you to develop a long-lasting relationship with a person who also enjoys spending time at home and desires starting a family.

You may find it difficult to get along well with people that are too uptight or too impulsive. For this reason, you would probably be most satisfied in a romantic relationship with someone who also has a good degree of self-control. Being in a relationship with someone who has too much might be frustrating because that person might find it difficult to relax; whereas being in a relationship with someone who does not have enough self-control could be frustrating because that person may not always take your thoughts and feelings into account when making decisions. Thus, it might be easiest and most satisfying for you to develop a long-lasting relationship with a person who is equally capable of regulating his/her urges, but who also knows how to relax from time to time.

Your openness probably makes it easy for you to respect and appreciate people that are different from you. However, when it comes to romantic relationships, your openness might make it difficult for you to tolerate people that cannot appreciate diversity as much as you. Therefore, you may be happiest in serious relationships with people that share your open-mindedness. But, your openness might occasionally cause a certain degree of dependency on your end because you may be so open that you easily adopt the preferences and habits of your partners and gradually relinquish things that make you so unique.

As someone who is very hard working, you may find it difficult to get along well with everybody, especially people that don’t share your work ethic. Therefore, when it comes to romance, you’ll likely be most attracted to people that share your strong work ethic and derive as much satisfaction from work as you do.

What are your favourite leisure activities?
What i do best!Anything and everything,If i can put my mind to it,I love the outdoors,Beautiful beaches,waterfall ,Teach me to survive out in the wild take me camping ?

Where in the world are your favourite places?
For a start a place where i can call home!


Ingredients :
2 laughing eyes
2 well shaped legs
2 loving arms
2 Firm milk containers
2 nuts
1 fur lined mixing bowl
1 firm Banana

1. Look into laughing eyes
2. spread well shaped legs with loving arms
3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently until furlined mixing
bowl is well greased: check regularly with finger.
4.Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well
creamed. (For best results continue to knead milk containers)
5. As heat rises plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with
nuts,leave to soak. (preferably not overnight)
6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana doesn't soften repeat
steps 3 -5 or change mixing bowls.

PS:-1. If it is in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils before and after use
2. Do not lick bowl after use.

I found this awesome recipe on the internet,LEAVE TOWN? To your house once something is baking in the oven or my house,?

Where in the world would you love to visit?
Wll you tell me ? Somewhere beautiful!





What would you do on an ideal date?
Being spontaneous last minute plans. Bird watching, then too go trainspotting, then to throw eggs at cars passing by, Drinking cider, then to end the night taking of in a rocket! Unless you have children “LETS PLAY WITH LEGO”(And to be on our best behaviours, Ideally I like Long walks along the beach and watching the sun set, how beautiful, mad crazy times together a good kind of crazy not mad lol :-)

What are you looking for in a partner?
If you are not afraid to take risks, if you contain a big heart, have strong protective arms, loves loads of cuddles, must be patient and laidback.

If You want to love, and not too afraid too love...Think outside the box.Loves loud music and likes to sing badly thinking your the best singer ever haha. Likes a challenge a little outside your comfort zone, because to achieve great things you must push yourself.

What makes a good relationship?
To respect each other good communication sills is required.Quality time together not quantity,open and honestly plenty of love.

What makes you laugh?
You could possibly make me laugh with your crap jokes.

What music do you like?
♬♬♬♬ .x. ♬♬♬♬ .x. ♬♬♬♬ Music ♬♬♬♬ .x.

I love being creative with music, imagine if the song artists could communicate with each other!

Jaymes Young,I'll Be Good I thought I saw the devil , Bruce Springsteen, This gun's for hire, Even if we're just dancing in the dark, Jaymes Young, But the blood on my hands scares me to death, Bruce Springsteen, I want to change my clothes, my hair, my face, Jaymes Young, what does SIA, have to say about this?Well I say, When you're a fighter fight on baby,
Is extremely powerful that i can connect deep within my soul and my subconscious mind. I constantly need music around me at all times,singing can be intensifying at times because i get overwhelmed with emotion, society do not like the fact that i am expressive, and that i think differently.

Would you care to play this beautiful piece of music that words cannot express! :-) And this song is absolutely beautifully breathtakingly deep" Its about life,the universe..The song can be found on youtube the title is called M83 - Starwaves its the song that has 850,053 views so far.

Sleeping at Last - Saturn WOW what a beautifully deep breathtakingly song, Regardless when the road ahead is tugging you down think of that light, That beautiful hope ,Without light we cannot thrive. I saw my rare beautiful light that does exist on the 1/1/2014/ I give anything to see my precious light again the brightest star in the sky the most rarest of them all my precious Olivia-Jade mummy loves you so much angel.x.x.x.

Jack Dylan Martin - Another Day (extended) Alan Walker "Faded" - Piano Orchestral 60 Minutes Version (With Relaxing Nature Sounds) Sarah McLachlan - Good Enough (Acoustic),Desire - Under Your Spell, Disturbed - The Sound of Silence,Chromatics - Tick Of The Clock, Amazing Grace, Nouela - The Sound of Silence (Amazing cover of Simon & Garfunkel's song,Sleeping at last - Sun ,CGI 3D Animated Short HD: "Changing Batteries" - by Sunny Side Up Productions,Vangelis and Jean Michel Jarre Alpha,And Coldplay - Fix You...

Empire Of The Sun - We Are The People, Vangelis blade runner - love theme,Keith Urban, Making Memories Of Us, Hurts - Wings,the song brings a tear to my eyes like most songs that i play ♬ Holding on and letting go - Ross Copperman, Hoobastank - The Reason,Holes in the Sky - M83 ft HAIM, Sarah McLachlan - Wintersong (Oldskool ) Between Here and Gone Mary Chapin Carpenter. Amber Run, I Found .Enigma,Once in a lifetime. Air supply, Sweet dreams .Pet Shop Boys , Numb. A song about what you call reality ,Schubert - Ave Maria, Birdy ,All You Never Say, Beautiful song because love can be beautiful.Bryan Adams,Never let go, Sleeping at Last - Saturn, Ryan Star, Losing your memory,William Orbit Barbers Adagio For Strings, John Legend, All Of Me, meaning on love,♬ Shakespears Sister, Stay, Alice Cooper ,poison ,Evanescence - Understanding, WASP, hold On To My Heart, Robert Miles, Children, Sia, Breathe Me ,LeAnn Rimes how Do I Live ,Cahill club mix. Ill divo, and Celine dion. believe in you, Daughtry- Waiting for Superman, BELIEVE IN YOURSELF - Motivational Video (ft. Jaret Grossman & Eric Thomas) Kodaline - All I Want, Cranberries Zombie,LOSS | Just A Dream (For Christina Grimmie) ft. KHS, Drake, P!nk, Wiz Khalifa, Alan Walker, Charlie,Sarah McLachlan - Good Enough, Surrender To Me - Richard Marx and Lara Fabian,October" - Evanescence.

I want you here-Plumb,♬ Journey, faithfully, Guns N Roses, The Vampire Diaries Soundtrack - Only One. Trance, Richard marx, now and forever.♬ Classical /opera , Tori amos,landslide.Richard Marx hazard, R.E.M, everybody Hurts. Birdy , Shelter Owsey Remix.This song is utterly beautiful it takes my breath away WOW! Saturn - Piano Solo Improvisation - Sleeping at Last... Emeli Sandé ,Read All About It (Live from Aberdeen) is the slow version. Whitesnake here i go again, Mary-Chapin Carpenter ~ Dancing In The Dark. Enigma ,return to Innocence, Foreigner ,I Want to know what love is,♬ where is that pure love im seeking ? Rachel Platten , Stand By You ,Frankie Goes To Hollywood The Power Of Love. Jar of Hearts -Christina Perri, Kansas - Dust in the Wind, Air - Johann Sebastian Bach,The xx - Angels,Chris Daughtry - "In The Air Tonight", Kodaline - The One, M83 - In The Cold I'm Standing.

Brandi carlile, The story, Black and Blue ,Sia, Birdy , Not About Angels ♬ ,Bon Jovi -Always ,Rock, Love ballads, Celine dion, taking chances, Pieces , Red, May It Be . the Lord of the Rings ,Enya , Roberta Flack , The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face, Sarah Mclachlan - Wait, Lonestar,amazed,♬ another song about love,soppy [email protected] haha, The Cinematic Orchestra Arrival of the Birds and transformation ♬ When She Cries - Restless Heart, Fleetwood mac,dreams. Pink Floyd - Time ,"Utada first hikaru"love piano. Ben Cocks , So Cold, Vangelis, 1492: conquest of paradise theme, Vivaldi - Four Seasons. Robert Miles - One and One ,Whitesnake ,Is this Love, The Eagles, Plumb, in my arms,John Lennon - Imagine,NEVER GIVE UP - Motivational Video.

What has been the highlight of your life so far?
How do you stretch the Question mark,to fit in this tiny box?


The Basic Laws of Life - The Spiritual Law of ATTRACTION

“To better understand the Law of Attraction, see yourself as a magnet attracting unto you the essence of that which you are thinking and feeling. And so, if you are feeling fat, you cannot attract thin. If you are feeling poor, you cannot attract prosperity. And so on. It defies Law.

The more you come to understand the power of the Law of Attraction, the more interest you will have in deliberately directing your thoughts—for you get what you think about, whether you want it or not. Without exception, that which you give thought to is that which you begin to invite into your experience.”

The first Law of the Universe is ‘As above so below’.
‘Peace within leads to peace in your life’.

Your body is a mirror of your deep, often unconscious, inner feelings. This law applies to the physical body. Inner feelings are reflected in the way we build our bodies.

· If we feel emotionally or sexually vulnerable inside, we may develop a protective layer of fat over our abdomen and hips, as these are the places where we hold our emotions and sexuality.

· If at an inner level we feel un-loveable, we may build a big chest to protect our heart centre. ie. muscle/body builders with muscley chests are often hiding feelings of vulnerability. A woman will unconsciously build big breast to indicate her need to nurture or to be nurtured.
· If we feel deep inside that we must shoulder the responsibility for our family or even the world, we build ourselves big shoulders. If, on the other hand, we have no intention or desire to carry responsibility, we build sloping shoulders that allow burdens to slip off.

· If you have a pain in the neck, ask yourself, ‘Who or what am I allowing to be a pain in the neck?’
· A pain in the backside - ‘Who is the pain in the backside?’
· A pain in the heart - ‘Who am I allowing to hurt me?’

· Indigestion - ‘What experience can’t I assimilate or stomach.’
· An ache - ‘Who or what am I aching for?’
· Unable to hear clearly - ‘What don’t I want to hear’ or ‘Who don’t I want to listen to?’
· Stiff hips - ‘How can I change my attitude to moving forward?’
· Anything on the right side of the body mirrors attitudes to do with the masculine, men, the future or our career.
· The left side reflects the feminine aspects, our attitude to women, the past or our home life.

· Our animals will reflect your inner qualities back to you. If your animals have seemingly different characteristics, each one is representing a part of your personality – that is why it has come into your life.

‘As soon as you are ready to ask for help you are ready to receive it. You are ready to accept the wisdom that goes with it. Then the higher powers will align themselves to help you.’

You unconsciously transmit your energy out to the Universe. Some of your qualities are magnetic and others repellant. You have drawn towards yourself everyone and everything that is in your life.

In regards to the people in our lives, we attract these which represent something about ourselves, be it good or bad, positive or negative. People who do not resonate with our energetic frequency are not attracted to us.

The vibration you emit is made up of your conscious and unconscious energy – some repellent, some magnetic, some neutral. The underlying law is ‘like attracts like’. We attract into our lives people and situations that have similar vibrations to our own.

Negative qualities such as depression, neediness, selfishness, desperation, greediness, unkindness or thoughtlessness transmit on a low frequency. If we have these elements in our personalities we will magnetize someone with similar energy into your life.

Positive qualities such as love, happiness, kindness, delight and generosity transmit on a higher frequency energy and magnetizes people with similar energy into your life.

Look around you and note the characters around you in your life. They are in your life for a reason.

Our underlying beliefs attract situations and people to us. If you have a belief that you are not deserving, you will attract people into your life who mirror that belief back to you by treating you badly.

If you believe that you have to serve others, you will attract people who need to be looked after in some way.

If you believe that no one could possibly understand you, you will magnetize and attract people who do not understand you.

The person who keeps drawing the same type of person into their lives is continuing to broadcast the same message.

The Law of Attraction works on many levels. If you are out of harmony with life you may attract food which disagrees with you.

If you think self-critical thoughts then you are taking little swipes at yourself. If you are burying rage you may draw in attack. If you feel you do things because you feel you ‘should’ or feel obligated, then you are in bondage. You will attract situations and people that keep you bound. If you think negative thoughts you will attract negative people and situations. If you are sending out positive energy, you will attract help when you need it.

The inner attracts the outer. If something in your outer world is not what you want it to be, look inside and shift how you feel about yourself. You will then automatically attract different people and experiences to you.

Do not send out negative energy and wait for a disaster to be magnetized towards you. Send out positive energy and wait for a miracle to be drawn towards you.

Joanne Walmsley
Sacred Scribes

What are you looking forward to in the future?
You!Your touch,your smile,your tender loving care.

"I Swear"

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
And I swear like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my part
'cause I stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

And I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there
For better or worse till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the walls
And when (and when) just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
'cause as the time turns the page
My love won't age at all

And I swear (I swear) by the moon and the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there (I'll be there)
For better or worse till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

And I swear (I swear) by the moon and the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there (I'll be there)
For better or worse (better or worse) till death do us part
I'll love you with every single beat of my heart
I swear
I swear
I swear

Who has been the biggest influence in your life?
Simple do not rely on anyone but only yourself.I am my own teacher i have learnt so much though self discovery i still believe in hope.

Take my hand and ill will take yours we will run away,Will your hand fit in my hand,To rub your fingers to remind me you are their....



I am looking for a serious relationship.

My relationship status is currently separated


My eye colour is green.

My hair is dark brown.

My body type is slightly overweight.

My height is 5' 9" / 175cm.

My ethnic origin is is white.


I'm not interested in politics.


My qualifications include GCSEs / O levels.


My current employment situation wasn't listed as an option.

I work in charity / voluntary.

My income is confidential.


I'm a light drinker.

I'm a light smoker.

I don't follow any special diet.

I am not disabled.

I am spiritual.

I sometimes practice my religion.

My interests include animals and arts and books and computers and cooking and countryside and dancing and DIY and family and gaming and health and motorbikes and movies and music—listening and music—making and outdoor activities and photography and spirituality and restaurants and travel.


I don't have any children.

I do want to have children.


I rent my home.

I live alone.